and i have nothing to do. no one is posting on my message boards. well they are posting on one but it’s mad drama to put it politely. i cannot breathe right. i haven’t talked to Emperor in the last few days, i know He’s okay, things were just going so cutely i wanted to …
okay so i am a dufus. my brain has been all fuzzy lately and part of that is just this general disconnection i’ve been feeling with Emperor. if He’s doing it intentionally yippee it’s working. if not it’s so weird. generally speaking it’s not causing me any pain. i don’t want to look for a …
Okay yeah that was hella corny but i’ve been having the most vivid dreams about Emperor lately. They are all plausible situations except last night. Last night i dreamt we were snuggling and i was happy. It was the most bizarre thing. Not because we were in bed together or that i was happy. The …
Okay so I’m sure I misquoted that a bit but it’s one of the random thoughts in my brain right now. Mainly I’m thinking about Emperor and relationships and my dynamics and control issues. Emperor mentioned one day that all women had a need to control things and in my indignant sub space mind I …
