today i woke up after having a horrible dream and i thought about Him. i showered and changed and left for work and i thought about Him. part of my body just melts when He is the thought of the moment. it feels more at peace and more happiness than i’ve known in a while. […]
thoughts on my personal civil war Read More »
okay so i mentioned before i ordered some books about BDSM and the lifestyle. i forgot to mention i ordered nine and a half weeks when i ordered the others. i got it a few days ago and when i was bored with watching Thanksgiving programming i picked it up last night. i finished it
what 9 1/2 weeks taught me Read More »
okay i know i’ve been tangential with the posts lately so this one should come as no surprise to you lol. i have spent the last few days bemoaning my plight as an oft neglected diligent pet. i bothered sidra for at least an hour discussing that i must be the prep girl for every
eureka, epiphanies and by george i think she’s got it Read More »
i wrote a story for Emperor over a month ago when i was bored out of my skull during a meeting of some sort. nothing overly long, it was only like 10 or 12 pages double spaced when i was done, but it was sort of my ultimate bdsm fantasy. lots of sex, very explicit
i’ve been a busy little bee Read More »
well my tantrum is mostly over. a day off from other people’s issues has been good. i haven’t spoken to Emperor and i doubt i will before i go to bed this evening but even that is okay. the next time we talk i have to share with Him some things i haven’t said here
ok tantrum is over Read More »
so it’s noon and i should be eating but of course i get to go home shortly after my next appointment so i figured it would wait. i’m thoroughly enjoying myself today. instead of thinking of a reason not to wear them i slipped on my black skirt with the grown up slit on the
24 little hours, you know i really do like that song but it has nothing really to do with what is going on with me. well that’s not true. life is a series of strange ass days and long ass nights. ok i know i have issues now lol i was just distracted by a
what a difference a day makes….. Read More »
and i have nothing to do. no one is posting on my message boards. well they are posting on one but it’s mad drama to put it politely. i cannot breathe right. i haven’t talked to Emperor in the last few days, i know He’s okay, things were just going so cutely i wanted to
i am so freaking bored Read More »
okay so i am a dufus. my brain has been all fuzzy lately and part of that is just this general disconnection i’ve been feeling with Emperor. if He’s doing it intentionally yippee it’s working. if not it’s so weird. generally speaking it’s not causing me any pain. i don’t want to look for a
roflmao, y’all just don’t know Read More »
Okay yeah that was hella corny but i’ve been having the most vivid dreams about Emperor lately. They are all plausible situations except last night. Last night i dreamt we were snuggling and i was happy. It was the most bizarre thing. Not because we were in bed together or that i was happy. The
Dream lover come rescue me Read More »
