We know how dangerous it is when I start thinking about anything too long but just because of what has happened over the last few weeks that reminded me that my submission is still important to me it just has no outlet at the moment I started thinking about about starting the professional/nerdy/smart subbie girl […]
So I’ve been thinking…. Read More »
For the last few months I’ve been in a holding pattern regarding submission. I’m not sure if I’ve fully resolved which direction to go but what has been done wasn’t working and I’m not sure which way to head now. I always imagined I would let my dom guide me into the best submissive version
There has been unexpected moisture between my thighs lately. That is not how ex-boyfriend season usually starts. It usually begins with men I haven’t thought about let alone wondered about in years finding some random way to connect to me. And after that connection is made they normally go from hey how you doing to
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I’m sad tonight. Well this morning I guess depending on where you live. It’s been raining and y’all know how much I love a good storm. But tonight it just made me think about the fact that I’m sleeping alone. I don’t even have a good snuggle option now because I’ve worn out my stuffed
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So I was going to kill some kittens cause I was bored and there was cable rated porn on the tube. But then I started watching Ella Enchanted which killed the mood entirely but I love it so it’s okay. And then I started watching Hysteria and yes I was familiar with the diagnosis being
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My wave of jacked up sleeping has returned unfortunately but it has allowed me to watch some craptastic movies the last few days. Last night I was privy to the whole monstrosity that is Blessed and Cursed. The movie is about a young man who finds himself needing to get right with the Lord and
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I ask that somewhat ironically as I’m not feeling terribly submissive lately. Looking for jobs is a full time job and while I keep getting interviews I’m not sure if I’m disconnected from everything and am not going over the way I’d like. Plus working for universities means slow hiring process. Either way, my life
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not sure what to update you with right now. life is still moving forward like must. clearly i’m having an insomnia fit cause i’m wide awake at almost 2 in the morning. still on the job hunt for a new permanent gig. applying all over for a variety of things. have an interview later today
I won’t make this long. Some days I randomly think about sex but not that I want any lol. I will only sacrifice a kitten if I’m having an insomnia fit and it’s not working as well as it used to. Ahh well such is life. Back to ignoring David Otunga on WWE, God he
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Not sure how long this will be but this has been the week of crazy dreams. After recovering from an unexpected and so damn miserable stomach bug I had a dream that made me confused when I woke up. I had relocated, was tired of being single, and used a dating service to find myself
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