okay so this post will ramble and may include bitching, moaning, bragging or somehow lusting after Emperor. you have been warned so if you keep reading and it takes ten minutes of your life do not blame me lol. despite all my bemoaning of my fate to have my mother moving in, things really aren’t …
okay so i mentioned before i ordered some books about BDSM and the lifestyle. i forgot to mention i ordered nine and a half weeks when i ordered the others. i got it a few days ago and when i was bored with watching Thanksgiving programming i picked it up last night. i finished it …
well i do periodically watch way too much tv. but the strange thing is i hardly ever pay attention to what is on. i have it on as a distraction more than anything else. some white noise to filter through the quiet that is my home in the evening. i was enjoying a second night …
so it’s noon and i should be eating but of course i get to go home shortly after my next appointment so i figured it would wait. i’m thoroughly enjoying myself today. instead of thinking of a reason not to wear them i slipped on my black skirt with the grown up slit on the …
that happens sometimes when i am doing twelve things in my mind at once but only one or two gets done. anyway this entry may be lengthy so if you don’t have time to peruse it i suggest skipping down to the much more terse posts below it.adding this snippet from a message board i’m …
okay so i’m tired, my head hurts again, my back is hurting and needs to be rubbed but guess what? i’m happy. well i’m slightly upset with myself. i’m watching sex and the city again. i detested the concept of this show when it originally aired but after being bombarded with questions and comments from …
Yeah okay not original I know but eh get over it. I’ve been functioning on about five hours of sleep and folks have interrupted every catnap I’ve tried to take. I may have hooked up a sub wannabe and a domme in training so that makes me smile. When she reads this she’s going to …
confusion, seduction, prostitution lol (not really) Read More »
I wrote this years ago but my head came back to this point about twenty minutes ago. Red Velvet is tired and a wee bit disappointed. Read on…. Someone once told me that I did not truly care about him but that I was in love with love. That I had no idea what loving …
Okay so you knew I would be back soon. I like talking about myself and this. So about 30 minutes ago I left you with some sketchy details but some fleshed out background. Here we go with the nitty gritty of things. I met, let’s call him Emperor, Emperor very casually. We posted something the …
