okay boys and girls this is not an announcement i wanted to make ever really especially now since i can’t seem to get in contact with Him at all but i’m taking an RS break. i understand the situation isn’t His doing or His fault. i have tried to be a good soldier and for […]
i went on a posting spree then vanished for a week. a lot has been going on at work and been trying to get all cute cause my hair was doing the who what when where and why thing all at the same time and that was NOT attractive. for those of you that are
okay not too long ago i wrote what can best be described as a very depressing piece about worth and being valued enough to be WITH your partner. as i was showering tonight i started thinking about when my worth became tied to who was holding me at night. because really during the day i’m
Don’t know if y’all watched the VP debate. It was pretty good even though there were clear moments where the smack down could have been laid and was not. i was impressed that Palin kept pronouncing a few big names well and on the topics she knew she sounded solid. i was more impressed with
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the world we live in is so complicated some times. i entered the lifestyle probably with some delusions about it’s increased stability for my own life. i mean the nice vanilla boys couldn’t hurt and love me so already there was a step ahead just by finding a man that understood those needs. but i
red is fine. she is happy, not gushing over the moon but happy still. she loves and is loved. i hate talking about myself in third person lol. i am in bed sick today. i will probably be in bed tomorrow as well. it’s nothing overly major but it sucks all the same. i’m missing
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sometimes a girl just needs a bubble bath. i’ve been feeling like crap for a while and i kept thinking i need to destress and listen to my music and chill in the tub. didn’t do it. worked till i passed out and kept a vice grip on my teddy bear while i slept. i
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when i started this blog over two years ago now i was newly in lust with my first real Dom. everything seemed possible and bright. for those of you that were around then we know it crashed and burned several months later. but to my surprise i met a new Dom, one much better suited
well where do i begin? things with me have been in flux as usual. i’ve been denying to myself more than anyone else that i am mentally exhausted. i love my friends and family and job but i am tired. i’m tired of managing everything from what i wear to where i will park in
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