okay music is in my head today. a billion songs have been parading through my brain all day. i finally let go of tp3 and went on to another old standard. i love george michael. but lately he’s been hitting on all the right buttons for some reason. if i popped my prince back in […]
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today i woke up after having a horrible dream and i thought about Him. i showered and changed and left for work and i thought about Him. part of my body just melts when He is the thought of the moment. it feels more at peace and more happiness than i’ve known in a while.
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okay so i have spent all day doing nothing basically. my clients cancelled or no showed before three so i did paperwork and roamed around blogland. i very tacitly flirted with folks on a few message boards and i let my mind go blank. i paid rent, went to a meeting and went to mcdonalds
i need to quit reading today. after a long day of working on the apartment and now washing clothes, i have been perusing blogland and dc to catch up on the latest in people’s lives and their fantasies. here’s the problem. some of this just makes me ridiculously horny and then i want to be
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okay so i have been telling you all for weeks about the cleaning fairy invading my life and taking over the sprucing up of my place. well she slapped me on the ass yesterday (a major trigger as we all know lol) and made me sort and toss tons of paper and crap in my
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i fell asleep much too late again but it was okay as there was nothing major to get accomplished this morning. i woke up about 10 at first and then dosed off again until i heard some familiar music on tv. serendipity was back on tv lol. there was no sarah michelle follow up but
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i am really happy today. no particular reason. well i’m no longer on crisis duty and that is a relief but not the cause of my happiness. i could say it’s cause i care about Him deeply (and i do) but that’s not it either. my clients are intriguing even when they are stressing me
ahh what to say, what to say? Read More »
okay so here is my first fetish friday post and i will add just a general life moment in a second. fetish friday is a bloggy thing, i cannot exactly explain it but hey just keep reading. dacryhilia is the arousal of one partner from seeing tears in the eyes of their partner. sounds pretty
that’s what my office smells like now. i slipped back into my favorite bath junkie scent and that is lulling me into a further state of calm. i love the smell. it’s ridiculous how much i love the smell. i avoided getting the bubble bath the last time i went in (instead got another bottle
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yep you read that correctly my mind is STILL. it’s quiet in there for the first time in a long time when i was awake. things are clear to me on one hand and cloudy to me on the other. i haven’t spoken to Emperor since Sunday. we flirt, sort of lol, on another board
