not sure what’s wrong with me lately, i post something trivial then come back and tell you what’s really going on. i need to get back to work on my dissertation but really i’m not so behind i won’t make it. but here’s the thing i’m so stupidly happy right now. i think i said

“Jesus To A Child” Kindness in your eyesI guess you heard me cryYou smiled at meLike jesus to a childI’m blessed i knowHeaven sent and heaven stoleYou smiled at me likeJesus to a childAnd what have i learnedFrom all this painI thought i’d never feel the sameAbout anyone or anything againBut now i know When

patience was the topic of discussion last night (thanks sidra). why am i rushing this? He is what i want. He represents something incredibly pleasurable for me so why keep intruding on His time and trying His patience. well because He’s not like other men i’ve been attracted to in a variety of ways. men

when i finally turned off my cd this morning and went flipping through radio stations this came on. as a george michael fan, from back when he was in them TEEENY TINY ass shorts, i had to blast it as i finished my drive into work this morning. i know most of you won’t know

i’m going to start with the quote from an article i’m reading now…. Being Taken Care of—————————–“I always found the d/s articles to be the most exciting. I found the men – their strength and command – highly erotic. I thought that being that “taken care of” must have been the most wonderful thing in

okay so i really should be waiting to write this as in 10 minutes my clients should start coming in my office in rapid succession but i figured what the hey i might as well start it now and finish it either when i finish my Dillard’s run or during lunch which would be before

friday through me for a loop. doing some self care was greatly needed and i did just that. i missed Emperor terribly but we do have indepedent lives and i have to get adjusted to that. well not adjusted but until we are closer together i can’t anticipate He’ll be there to nurture me all

Emperor and i have been having good conversations as of late. He does seem happy with me and with my progress. we were able to discuss relationship parameters within this whole Master/slave dynamic we have going. i mean because i’ve been reading about Doms/Masters that pretty much do whatever the hell they want while their

yesterday the world we live in became very harsh and very personal once again. yes the hurricane has been devestating. yes the world at large is f’d up. but yesterday it all came crashing back in on me. i love my job but yesterday my brain hurt and all i really wanted to do was