i enjoyed my jobi enjoyed my lifei enjoyed my paintingi enjoyed my bedi enjoyed my friendsi enjoyed my necklace i did not enjoy missing Emperor God i am turning into such a girl. it’s sickening to me. i enjoyed my life sooooo much more when things made sense to me. i’m not sure if He’s […]
today was a good day, well mostly Read More »
and i have nothing to do. no one is posting on my message boards. well they are posting on one but it’s mad drama to put it politely. i cannot breathe right. i haven’t talked to Emperor in the last few days, i know He’s okay, things were just going so cutely i wanted to
i am so freaking bored Read More »
okay people i had a good personal life day today. work life was good today too for the most part. clients are intriguing and my work is fulfilling for me. i called hobby lobby on the way out of my office and my framing was finally done. oh my god my print is gorgeous. i
so now what does the world mean? Read More »
okay so i’m immensely bored but it’s because i’m full of nervous energy and Emperor is being well Emperor. you know i’m all over the net reading and exposing myself to the lifestyle. being in my current locale means there is a definite lack of people of color to speak to in real life so
i’m plugged in baby yeah Read More »
okay explain to me why i posted an ad looking for a sub that Emperor and i could share and all i’ve been getting are replies from men that would love to take me off of Emperor’s hands? i mean damn can we self destruct (if we’re going to) before you try to slide up
nothing much is going on today Read More »
You are like a rockstar…only in Dutch. Find out what YOUR inner non-sequitur is! quiz by A.V. Phibes eta: i would like to take this moment to thank Sidra for not calling me out anywhere and for not gloating about the Emperor coming up in my spread, thanks i appreciate it.
useless info about me Read More »
my mother has been stressing me out MIGHTILY for the last few weeks and i cannot stand being stressed out when it’s not my issue. i feel bad she’s not able to do what she wants and she feels all out of sorts but truthfully we’ve been babying her and it’s not helpful. she doesn’t
ok so i got issues Read More »
okay so i am a dufus. my brain has been all fuzzy lately and part of that is just this general disconnection i’ve been feeling with Emperor. if He’s doing it intentionally yippee it’s working. if not it’s so weird. generally speaking it’s not causing me any pain. i don’t want to look for a
roflmao, y’all just don’t know Read More »
not sure what i wonder, i’m only posting now because i haven’t spoken to you all in a while and because Sidra is threatening me with her old mean self. both my laptop and desktop crashed this weekend so my net access is restricted to work. not necessarily a bad thing but it’s made keeping
all in all today was a good day. work was good. afterwork has been mostly good. prints i’ve had collecting dust have finally found their home in frames that were on sale at hobby lobby. and then 🙂 well then Emperor logged on and my heart did a pitter patter as it always does. maybe
two steps forward, three steps back Read More »
