okay i’m having a moment here. i greatly enjoy the time i get to spend with Emperor online and in person. i enjoy when i do something to gain His favor. it makes me smile to know that He is pleased. but it doesn’t feel like a comfortable situation right now. i’m sure i’m being
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okay so i went to bed late last night as you already know. He met me there again. i can’t recall all of this one now, i should have written this morning, but He’s been there a lot lately. i just remember feeling very safe with Him and happy that He had chosen me. before
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okay so it’s really late and as a result this may be a short post. we talked tonight. probably one of the last nights we will this week since He is going out of town this weekend. back to where i used to live actually for an event. of course i’ll miss Him but i’ll
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Je suis le Maître si frustré. Vous m’avez appelé pour les semaines et il n’est pas arrivé. J’ai besoin de plus que le message immédiat occasionnel et je veux entendre Votre voix. Je ne peux pas être un bon esclave à Vous si Vous me gardez tout le temps si soucieux. Ceci n’est pas amusant
well i figured i should dust this off and revisit it now. the last time i put it up was mid august and we’re almost in october now. there will be some modifications i’m sure. i would like someone who is open and willing to train me to their SPECIFIC needs: eliminates confusion for me
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around midnight last night, somewhat jokingly i hope, Emperor suggested i come see Him NOW. well that would so not be a problem if He lived around the corner. hell i’d probably never be home if He was that close. even if He were a few hours away i could have swung it. i miss
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i’m feeling better now. i have been less than stable this last week. the student dying, me being so far away from Emperor and then the unexpected hormonal whirlwind that is my period all left me in a funk. i cried last night, like retardedly copiuos tears because i couldn’t think of a thing to
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My inner child is sixteen years old! Life’s not fair! It’s never been fair, but whileadults might just accept that, I knowsomething’s gotta change. And it’s gonnachange, just as soon as I become an adult andget some power of my own. How Old is Your Inner Child? brought to you by Quizilla Tramp Bear Which
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but i am way more emotional now than i have been before. i can blame it on my hormones in flux but for some reason i can’t leave it there. i haven’t cared about anyone on any grand scale in years. this feels foreign and scary and i’m not sure He even wants me to
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and today is reinforcing that ever so much. i have a two alarm system in my house. i wake up and potty with the first one and lay back down. then i usually get up and moving before the second one goes off. well today not so much. i woke up rolled over hit the
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