but i am way more emotional now than i have been before. i can blame it on my hormones in flux but for some reason i can’t leave it there. i haven’t cared about anyone on any grand scale in years. this feels foreign and scary and i’m not sure He even wants me to […]
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and today is reinforcing that ever so much. i have a two alarm system in my house. i wake up and potty with the first one and lay back down. then i usually get up and moving before the second one goes off. well today not so much. i woke up rolled over hit the
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not sure what’s wrong with me lately, i post something trivial then come back and tell you what’s really going on. i need to get back to work on my dissertation but really i’m not so behind i won’t make it. but here’s the thing i’m so stupidly happy right now. i think i said
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“Jesus To A Child” Kindness in your eyesI guess you heard me cryYou smiled at meLike jesus to a childI’m blessed i knowHeaven sent and heaven stoleYou smiled at me likeJesus to a childAnd what have i learnedFrom all this painI thought i’d never feel the sameAbout anyone or anything againBut now i know When
patience was the topic of discussion last night (thanks sidra). why am i rushing this? He is what i want. He represents something incredibly pleasurable for me so why keep intruding on His time and trying His patience. well because He’s not like other men i’ve been attracted to in a variety of ways. men
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when i finally turned off my cd this morning and went flipping through radio stations this came on. as a george michael fan, from back when he was in them TEEENY TINY ass shorts, i had to blast it as i finished my drive into work this morning. i know most of you won’t know
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i’m going to start with the quote from an article i’m reading now…. Being Taken Care of—————————–“I always found the d/s articles to be the most exciting. I found the men – their strength and command – highly erotic. I thought that being that “taken care of” must have been the most wonderful thing in
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okay so i really should be waiting to write this as in 10 minutes my clients should start coming in my office in rapid succession but i figured what the hey i might as well start it now and finish it either when i finish my Dillard’s run or during lunch which would be before
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friday through me for a loop. doing some self care was greatly needed and i did just that. i missed Emperor terribly but we do have indepedent lives and i have to get adjusted to that. well not adjusted but until we are closer together i can’t anticipate He’ll be there to nurture me all
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