my mind is really scattered and truthfully the drivel that was coming up wasn’t even up to my whinging standards. i am happy and tired and behind on a project that i was ahead on. i miss my Emperor even though bright and earlier this morning i got a text from Him. i just wanna be back with Him where i can feel safe and loved and adored and admired all because i’m His pet. it’s only 9 more days but it feels like time is ticking by VERY slowly these last few days. everything is ready for the trip though. no more shopping, no more searching, just one day of preparation (this saturday) and then a week to be nervous and excited and blissfully in lust before i’m with Him again.