i have to wonder that sometimes as i am dealing with men who do not seem to grasp who i am and what i want. i spent the better part of four hours last night trying to explain to someone (for the third or fourth time) why we weren’t going to work out. the biggest
the one thing that i have learned about myself over the last few months is that i have always been this person, this submissive/slave. Emperor often calls me a textbook submissive because from 8 to 5 i may be one of the most in control women you will ever meet. people seek out my advice
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Congratulations! You are Carrie. Which Sex and the City Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you? Marius 83% Dracula 75% Angel 75%
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okay the two have nothing to do with one another. that accursed affliction that visits me monthly has descended on me with a vengence and really i don’t like it. i’m not in constant pain but when it hits i just want to slap people around and things. i came in to see clients this
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that happens sometimes when i am doing twelve things in my mind at once but only one or two gets done. anyway this entry may be lengthy so if you don’t have time to peruse it i suggest skipping down to the much more terse posts below it.adding this snippet from a message board i’m
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okay so yesterday’s post ended with me a little frustrated. well that’s an understatement now isn’t it lol? anyway, as i believe i have said here before He frustrates me. sometimes it seems that He delights in the frustration because He knows He has the power to effect me so. HOWEVER, my anger was real
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okay do you remember the old alleged good luck chant: find a penny, pick it up, all the day you’ll have good luck? i got out of my car today and say a penny right side up (heads up for those of you that might be wondering). i debated picking it up at all because
in general this weekend was great. it was nice to get out of town, enjoy room service, enjoy the company of Emperor and all that meant. i’d get into a detailed scene report right now but my ass is still hurting and parts of me are sore that haven’t been sore in a minute. i
okay so it’s 11 now. work was okay but i was happy to get home. i actually thought of something else i need to do which i may go do in about 10 minutes. everything is washed and ready to be packed into a waiting suitcase. i have most of the incidentals ready to be
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okay yeah that was super corny but i’m tired and people are working my nerves. if you’ve been keeping up the women i spoke of before are becoming even more annoying and oppresive but in about 24 hours exactly i won’t care. i’ll be speeding down the highway to the airport and checking in for
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