there is something in the sub collective mind that is making us all simultaneously insecure lol. of course i am joking but it has been amazing how the subs i speak to via the blog world are all in a state of emotional flux. are we doing enough? is His momentary distraction because i am […]
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thanks to my morning blog hopping i found this quiz when i was roaming Twice as Bright Slave: You are extremely devoted and take your jobas a slave very seriously. Though you realizethat there are some areas where you maintainyour autonomy, you try very hard to say attunedto your partners every need and allow him
okay i’ve been a blogging maniac since i got back from seeing Emperor. what i am coming to realize is that i am having a few basic central problems. the distance from Him is neither enjoyable or desired. on a daily basis i wish that we had met before i started looking for jobs so
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i have been wondering that for the last day or so. what does it me for me to submit to Emperor? i’m not a mindless drone of course. i have a fair amount of daily autonomy especially since we are so far apart. i am in His care and under His guidance but i’m not
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so it’s noon and i should be eating but of course i get to go home shortly after my next appointment so i figured it would wait. i’m thoroughly enjoying myself today. instead of thinking of a reason not to wear them i slipped on my black skirt with the grown up slit on the
it’s late and i’ll be getting in bed soon. i’m blogging because Emperor is coming off of His endorphin rush after the Sox latest victory. He has done absolutely nothing to make me pout this evening but i am pouting still. i’m not sure when He will be visiting now which was not necessarily good
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i have to wonder that sometimes as i am dealing with men who do not seem to grasp who i am and what i want. i spent the better part of four hours last night trying to explain to someone (for the third or fourth time) why we weren’t going to work out. the biggest
the one thing that i have learned about myself over the last few months is that i have always been this person, this submissive/slave. Emperor often calls me a textbook submissive because from 8 to 5 i may be one of the most in control women you will ever meet. people seek out my advice
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Congratulations! You are Carrie. Which Sex and the City Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you? Marius 83% Dracula 75% Angel 75%
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okay the two have nothing to do with one another. that accursed affliction that visits me monthly has descended on me with a vengence and really i don’t like it. i’m not in constant pain but when it hits i just want to slap people around and things. i came in to see clients this
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