okay so i have been telling you all for weeks about the cleaning fairy invading my life and taking over the sprucing up of my place. well she slapped me on the ass yesterday (a major trigger as we all know lol) and made me sort and toss tons of paper and crap in my […]

i fell asleep much too late again but it was okay as there was nothing major to get accomplished this morning. i woke up about 10 at first and then dosed off again until i heard some familiar music on tv. serendipity was back on tv lol. there was no sarah michelle follow up but

okay so here is my first fetish friday post and i will add just a general life moment in a second. fetish friday is a bloggy thing, i cannot exactly explain it but hey just keep reading. dacryhilia is the arousal of one partner from seeing tears in the eyes of their partner. sounds pretty

that’s what my office smells like now. i slipped back into my favorite bath junkie scent and that is lulling me into a further state of calm. i love the smell. it’s ridiculous how much i love the smell. i avoided getting the bubble bath the last time i went in (instead got another bottle

yep you read that correctly my mind is STILL. it’s quiet in there for the first time in a long time when i was awake. things are clear to me on one hand and cloudy to me on the other. i haven’t spoken to Emperor since Sunday. we flirt, sort of lol, on another board

this entry has no title as of yet. it may not have one at all. today is november 30, 2005. it held no special value for me when i woke up save the fact that today, like every last day of the month (that falls during the work week lol) is payday. i pay rent

and she is my purty little princess lol

not in a mean spiteful way like i might normally lol but just childish. i wanna put on my pajamas, order some pizza, tie my hair back in a ponytail, watch the cartoon network and lounge till i want some ice cream. i know some of you are thinking how is that different from what

you all know i am having a series of tantrums at night because of what i perceive to be a lack of structure. well last night i wasn’t really having one of those. i really was being flirty in my mind and it turned into this big thing that i was so not anticipating. i