okay someone alerted me to the fact that i haven’t said anything over the last month. really i don’t have an excuse this time. i still have extra relatives around–even though technically no one is home but me BUT that would be because those folks are at the hospital right now. long story, so don’t […]
Okay so i really didn’t have a cute title for this. i didn’t realize i hadn’t posted in over a month. as soon as we finished the project at work my brain went mushy and then i went on vacation because mom was gone and well vacation rocks. so do the boston celtics as of
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just so you guys don’t worry, in about 36 hours my vacation is officially starting. i haven’t taken one since right before my birthday and i need this time to myself. i doubt i’ll be posting or reading anything from anyone. actually i’ve been really bad about that lately so i can’t act like that’s
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hey everyone, it occurs to me that i have been some what of a whiny bitch lately. i have to recognize that i haven’t packed it in because part of me still believes in the idea of what could be for me and RS. reality is a pain in the ass and interferes with daydreams
that is what i’ve been doing for years now. waiting to be wanted, to be used and i am really really tired. for every step i take forward i feel like i have been slapped backwards four more. given the right circumstances that might not distress me but these are not the right circumstances. when
i don’t have a good excuse for my absence. i cried the night of my last post and quite a few in between. i’ve been stressed and tired and horny and upset and for a week or so just in a funk. we haven’t talked since last i wrote. and my mom is still reeling
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Okay so i vanished again. i have a valid excuse, hell i have several, but i’ve sort of felt blocked not posting so here we go. i swear before heaven this will be a long random ranting thing so if you don’t want to read it just scroll down to the quizzes and have a
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hey boys and girls. sorry for my absence. i was still basking in post baby glow and then making sure i was going to get scheduled for my last phase of being dr. red. that was this morning and it went swimmingly if i do say so myself. i spent the last few weeks studying
every now and then i love google. before when you typed in weapons of mass destruction and then hit i feel lucky instead of search a very humorous error page showed up. tonight in my insomnia fit i typed in marry me and i feel lucky. the first thing that came up was this graphic
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i started to write this post two weeks ago but i got sleepy and then went to visit my absolutely stunning and wonderfully intelligent almost eight week old niece. yes i know it’s impossible to know she’s going to be wonderfully intelligent but let auntie red dream big for a minute. okay anyhoo. i am
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