Let me get the prompt out of the way first: How do you communicate when you are angry/upset? Short answer is badly. My emotions run away with me and it’s ugly as hell initially and then I get anxious and fold in on myself and then I get angrier as the person I need to […]
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I am super tired but that’s not why I’m struggling right now. This is a question that no matter how fluid I consider the term service hasn’t really come to my mind or been an issue. If everything I’ve ever done at the request of my Dominant partner was deemed as a service, the hardest
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Prompt for today: Have you ever felt pushed to an emotional edge? How would you describe that moment? Not in my dynamics now but in life surely. Losing my father, losing important people in my life, pivotal relationships ending, losing jobs, relocating and feeling like a failure. Those moments just suck. I feel a little
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prompt for today: when was the last time you were punished? how have things changed since then? i literally don’t remember getting punished. i may have been but it was probably something we both enjoyed like a hard spanking, rope or rough sex. nothing that i recall actually trying to correct my behavior and that
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prompt for today: how do you handle your temper around your dominant? are you allowed to express it in some way? my dominant is not some omnipotent wizard who only gets a perfect version of me. i don’t think i could function in a dynamic like that. when i get mad, he knows i’m mad.
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I debated posting this to my private blog but you’ve seen the relationships play out in public so this is just another step along that path. I couldn’t sleep last night, clearly, which is why I was up blogging before I went to bed. I am not sure why I went and click on an
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Prompt for today: What aspect of your life has been the hardest to surrender? Why? No one has actually made me turn over my entire life to them. I don’t know that any of them have really wanted that much control over me. When I was with GN, he made me take better care of
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you know when you are good and done with being awake and your body just says fuck whatever else you gotta do? well if you don’t you are definitely not me because that sure as shit happened last night. prompt for yesterday: how do you deal with coming down from an intense scene? honestly i
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prompt: describe a mistake you made recently, big or small. how did you deal with it? so many but some would out me with work soooooooo i will just discuss the one that won’t. i mentioned before that i did a dumb thing. but that dumb thing is moving me forward. sometimes i get this
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Prompt: Imagine a world where you could do everything you like without being judged by people around you. Would anything change in your life? I would probably be able to be out about both my goofy sexuality and my interest in kink. I am tired of having to use code language to express what I’m
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