prompt for today: how do you handle your temper around your dominant? are you allowed to express it in some way? my dominant is not some omnipotent wizard who only gets a perfect version of me. i don’t think i could function in a dynamic like that. when i get mad, he knows i’m mad. […]
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I debated posting this to my private blog but you’ve seen the relationships play out in public so this is just another step along that path. I couldn’t sleep last night, clearly, which is why I was up blogging before I went to bed. I am not sure why I went and click on an
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Prompt for today: What aspect of your life has been the hardest to surrender? Why? No one has actually made me turn over my entire life to them. I don’t know that any of them have really wanted that much control over me. When I was with GN, he made me take better care of
Nights Like This I wish someone would call Read More »
you know when you are good and done with being awake and your body just says fuck whatever else you gotta do? well if you don’t you are definitely not me because that sure as shit happened last night. prompt for yesterday: how do you deal with coming down from an intense scene? honestly i
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prompt: describe a mistake you made recently, big or small. how did you deal with it? so many but some would out me with work soooooooo i will just discuss the one that won’t. i mentioned before that i did a dumb thing. but that dumb thing is moving me forward. sometimes i get this
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Prompt: Imagine a world where you could do everything you like without being judged by people around you. Would anything change in your life? I would probably be able to be out about both my goofy sexuality and my interest in kink. I am tired of having to use code language to express what I’m
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prompt for today: do you struggle with depression? how has being a submissive helped you recover? i have some issues with this question but i’ll get to that in a second. i do not struggle with depression. have i had moments were i felt depressed. really pretty sure that i have but it’s not perpetual,
long day, good work, need a vacation Read More »
sorry didn’t have a good title and that song is playing right now. i’ve been listening to music for the last few hours. having to play my own dj while i process is intriguing. i think i know where i’m going and then something flips the mood and i’m off in another direction. i’ve been
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Yesterday I came back to edit my post to ask if I was missing my ex or missing submitting. I mentioned that to GN and he thought it was more the submission aspects. I’m highly stressed and being without someone that calms me is annoying as shit. I don’t want to have to be in
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Prompt for yesterday: What are you struggling with right now? Lots of things and nothing simultaneously. I’m on deadlines with a few things and have resolved a few others. That perpetual stress is not new or even terribly frustrating if I’m being honest. That is my life. I sort of discussed it with a
