okay do you remember the old alleged good luck chant: find a penny, pick it up, all the day you’ll have good luck? i got out of my car today and say a penny right side up (heads up for those of you that might be wondering). i debated picking it up at all because […]

in general this weekend was great. it was nice to get out of town, enjoy room service, enjoy the company of Emperor and all that meant. i’d get into a detailed scene report right now but my ass is still hurting and parts of me are sore that haven’t been sore in a minute. i

okay so it’s 11 now. work was okay but i was happy to get home. i actually thought of something else i need to do which i may go do in about 10 minutes. everything is washed and ready to be packed into a waiting suitcase. i have most of the incidentals ready to be

okay yeah that was super corny but i’m tired and people are working my nerves. if you’ve been keeping up the women i spoke of before are becoming even more annoying and oppresive but in about 24 hours exactly i won’t care. i’ll be speeding down the highway to the airport and checking in for

ahhh well petty is as petty does so that drama continues but my life is good. i got off work early enough to get to the auto dealership this afternoon. my car has been tempermental and while i would stop buy to get it checked since it wasn’t making the noise/having the issue at THAT

it’s been an interesting few days. yesterday was HORRIBLE. i was tired. i saw six clients and had a meeting before i went to do a two hour presentation. by the end of the day all i wanted was some dinner and to curl up and talk to Emperor. ahh well slight glitch. He’s otherwise

i finally got back to work on my dissertation. the first three chapters have hopefully been rewritten to standard. the next two will be done in the next few days and and then for a few days i’m gonna let my mind go numb. i don’t want to think. well at least not too hard.

12:31 PMokay well that was corny, but i have a lot of old rap songs in my head right now and that is the hook to one of them. but it does highlight a larger issue for me. i’m been very anxious lately. partly because well i’ve just been under way more stress than a

my mind is really scattered and truthfully the drivel that was coming up wasn’t even up to my whinging standards. i am happy and tired and behind on a project that i was ahead on. i miss my Emperor even though bright and earlier this morning i got a text from Him. i just wanna

okay i hope this is brief. i know i’ve probably mentioned this before but being this vulnerable to someone i care about makes me insecure from time to time. i used to bug the hell out of sidra about this. what if He finds someone to replace me? what do i do with all of