Okay so I’m sure I misquoted that a bit but it’s one of the random thoughts in my brain right now. Mainly I’m thinking about Emperor and relationships and my dynamics and control issues. Emperor mentioned one day that all women had a need to control things and in my indignant sub space mind I …
Okay not really, I’m having a moment. Emperor has been sporadically inattentive and it was driving me crazy for a second. Then there is the whole issue of me being a good pet while he’s sorta flirting with other people. That’s difficult of course because I hate to share but I like being with him …
I wrote this years ago but my head came back to this point about twenty minutes ago. Red Velvet is tired and a wee bit disappointed. Read on…. Someone once told me that I did not truly care about him but that I was in love with love. That I had no idea what loving …
Not a lot on my mind at the moment. Well Emperor is but that’s cause I’m horny and well the last time I got off real nice and good he was nearby. The porn star previously mentioned is featured to the right. I’m not sure how long I could stay tied like that but hmm …
I mentioned before that I have been studying up on this new lifestyle that I hope to incorporate more into my life. I read a lot of general sites at first which were great for terminology and resources for those engaging in the BDSM world. There are conferences, seminars and people willing to work with …
Okay so you knew I would be back soon. I like talking about myself and this. So about 30 minutes ago I left you with some sketchy details but some fleshed out background. Here we go with the nitty gritty of things. I met, let’s call him Emperor, Emperor very casually. We posted something the …
Okay this is my first post and I’m sure it won’t be the last. As I approach my next major birthday my life is in flux, but it is also coming into focus for me. I’m starting a new career, finishing my last degree, and embarking on a whole new adventure for myself. This blog …
Well i finally went through all of the blogroll that i had been linking to. Sadly a few of them are gone now and the vanilla ones were just not updating or where my head is at now. So here are the remaining links as well as ones i think you should persue if you …
A little nod to my favorite petite blond–Christina Aguilera–with the title there. This is where my former blog description will go and any random pertinent information that isn’t really a blog post. Journey with me as I delve deeper into the submissive aspects of my nature. The Velvet Rope is an homage to Ms. Jackson’s …