i’ll start with what i can remember from the dream first because it’s late and i’m prone to ramble. well it’s not really late. i had a dream a few nights ago that i found a turbo sized vibrator in the middle of my dad’s old house. i took it to the room because i […]
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More bad news on that front. Again nothing that can be in either of our control but still fucking things up all the same. Won’t say anything else about that now but damn i’m annoyed. Okay i was going to leave it alone but i can’t. Men suck, the men in my life in particular
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i’m feeling kind of frustrated. no word back from the publishing house so i’ll check on the self-publishing and see what makes the most sense both financially and distribution wise. There’s a lot about that i don’t really understand so i don’t want to jump in without looking at all my options. we’ve been chatting
Velvet rope always makes me think of movies. i’ll tinker with this one for a while and see what i feel like doing after this. And i’m thankful that while i’m always looking for signs that God helps a sister out from time to time. i need to get back on my hustle for sure.
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this probably won’t be long because i really don’t have much to say. he’s not back, no immediate plans to come back, and i have tapped the patience reserve on how much longer i can be the faithful subbie girl. i’m not a cheater so that’s not a huge issue but based on what’s going
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as everyone knows, He’s still gone. We’re in a slightly better place but it’s not all peaches and cream (i hate peaches too so no idea why i used that phrase). He’s been really helpful when i have a question or am stressing out about things. i had to change all of the smoke alarm
sorry when i typed in the title i started singing. we haven’t split up, i just like the song. i’m by myself because someone is still gone and mom left on Tuesday quite unexpectedly to head to my brother’s place. so it’s just been me and a rainy week. my hair hasn’t appreciated it in
oh my own, this isn’t how it was supposed to end.. Read More »
not a whole lot to say. life is busy but not. i’m enjoying certain aspects but not others. and i’m a few days away from maybe starting on getting the book into print so that any of you folks that are still reading this blog can get all of the stories into your hands, including
wow shame on me again Read More »
Not really dilemmas, i’m just trying to decide what to do with this blog. Our relationship is awfully vanilla and He’s not here. i’m still working on getting the book published but i’m sure you would hear about that eventually blog or no blog. Might be harder to pass it on but you all like
well i’m not blue at this stage. i’m not bright and sunny yellow but i’m feeling a lot better than i did when i wrote the post yesterday. we had a long talk and still not thrilled but sorta like the last time He left, a wave of this is just where we are hit
