smut overload

for some reason i wasn’t planning on writing three smutty posts in a row. the first took the longest to come out of me for some reason. i like it but not nearly as much as the last one. i love the christina aguilera song that set the stage in the story and for the story. i finally drug out the cd that had been riding in my backpack for god only knows how long and finally popped it in to give it a good listen. i like more songs than i don’t but disc 2 is definitely a keeper and started the smutty feelings on hyperdrive. so here is my first non smutty post in a minute.

life is moving right along. we’re going to be moving out of here in the next week and setting up camp in our first home (okay so i’m not buying it lol but it’s the first one that i’ll be responsible for). that is good and there is a bunch of stuff going on in my day to day life that is keeping me busy. i love my life right now. it’s good to be where i am in this place. i could be making some more money and it would totally kick ass to have Roaming Soldier home right now but that’s not as important as knowing that He is okay. i heard from Him this morning and that would be why i’m smiling as big as i am right now. He’s okay and got the smutty stories and loved them. apparently christina caused a stir when He played the song during a break they had. that made pillar say i was nasty, well i am so i’ll just suck it up lol.

the only other thing on my mind is RS’s religion. He’s Catholic, i’m not sure if i mentioned that or not, and i’m definitely not. but that’s just it, i’ve been raised baptist but have no real link to the church right now. i do pray and believe in a higher power that helps guide us all but really being baptist versus being anything else is not holding a great deal of pull in my life. i plan on being with Him and Littlest Soldier at mass because i really believe that if religion is important to the family all the family should be involved. we talked about that today and He said what i thought He would. damn i think i skipped what it was. we talked about religion in general and about me potentially converting to Catholocism. He said it wasn’t something He expected of me but if i wanted to then i was welcome to but only if i want to. isn’t He wonderful and stuff lol? that actually didn’t force my hand one way or the other and that will be more helpful than Him saying baby please convert. i wouldn’t have gone into it in the right mindset if that had been that case. He just makes me smile.

all right well that is about it for now. oh before i go please go what the video i linked below, it’s hilarious. i love ya all and hope that things are good with you wherever you are.
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