we had a break through sort of

you all know i am having a series of tantrums at night because of what i perceive to be a lack of structure. well last night i wasn’t really having one of those. i really was being flirty in my mind and it turned into this big thing that i was so not anticipating. i needed to be up early so i conceded and went to sleep. the phone started vibrating well after i had fallen asleep. for a long stretch i knew i was unconscious and must be dreaming. when it dawned on me that it wasn’t in my imagination i finally picked up. there was a text from Emperor and we continued where we had left off before i went to bed. after 30 minutes of lengthy exchanges i thicken we hit a point both of us can accept. of course that will be shown out in the next few weeks and months. i want to give Him what He wants and i want to get what i want from Him. i fell asleep peacefully though, in stark contrast to how i had before, well if you discount the fact that one of my neighbors has something on at night that makes my bed vibrate which was just odd.

beyond that i am on call this week which means my phone can ring at any time over the next four days and i have to grab it. that aint cool but it allows me to leave two hours early every week so somehow i can get over it. i am really perky despite the lateness of the hour that i went back to bed. my day was good, my clients seem workable and i love the Dom. i still cant track down someone but that will be okay as well. hopefully she hasn’t fallen into a deep pit and hasn’t been able to get out because her phone has crappy reception. i have no deep introspective thoughts to share lol. we are doing okay and i am happy. see ya round the subverse.

ETA: taylor it took me the longest minute to process what the link was for, doh i am sooooooooooo slow