growing pains

okay so i have spent all day doing nothing basically. my clients cancelled or no showed before three so i did paperwork and roamed around blogland. i very tacitly flirted with folks on a few message boards and i let my mind go blank. i paid rent, went to a meeting and went to mcdonalds cause i suddenly had a craving for their nuggets. mostly i just let my mind go blank though. it’s easier not to think sometimes around here. my mother is deciding about moving in now since she wants me to spend the day with her on my birthday and i am not having that. i love her but no. i talked to my friends tonight and i am excited again. my life is mostly good i am just moody i’m sure.

i miss Him, i do but it’s not even about to day. i’m just feeling a little out of it i guess. ignore me i’ll feel better in the morning i’m sure. i hope that blogspot is working in the time it takes me to post this cause i am bored and want to go reading lol.

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent – both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don’t demand much of others. While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.