Yep I know this is early but I’m gonna be damn near dead to the world tired when I get home. When was the last time you made yourself a priority? If you don’t remember the last time, why haven’t you? This won’t take as long I think because at least twice a month I make me a priority in small ways. Yes they cost me a little bit of money but it’s worth it to have someone else wash and style my hair because I also get a good giggle in for those hours. And then usually the week after that I go get a ninety minute massage because it makes my life so much better. I don’t fuss at people and I don’t overeat usually on either night. If I could do that, while also managing my diet and working out regularly and sleeping on a schedule life would be cake. As it is, there’s at least a muffin involved. I love me and I know that I need to take care of me. I don’t always and that’s my frustration. I also made ice cream for me tonight–totally forgot about that. Regardless, making me a priority in short bursts isn’t my issue. It’s the long term pronounced putting myself first so that I can do everything else better keeps eluding me. I agree to work later because I don’t want a colleague trapped on narrow roads late at night. That means I don’t work as many days though so that’s kinda prioritizing me. Ahh well, I do it, possibly not enough and since I’m single there’s no one to balance that against.