this will confuse most of you for a moment. it’s definitely not my hit counter which is somewhere between 3500 and 3600 i think. it’s not the number of posts here, i do ramble a lot but jeez not that much yet. it’s the number of hours since His hand touched my face. since He left me sleeping and happy. it has been difficult not seeing Him, i’ve shared that with you enough, it’s the not knowing when those hours will stop piling up that has me slightly upset today. ok maybe slightly is an understatement. i broke into tears twice on my drive home. not massive can’t see while i’m driving tears but running down my cheeks and cracking my voice a wee bit as i sung along with the music. a girl has to sing on the way home after all.
it just knocked me on my ass for a minute. i’ll process it and decide if there is anything to be done. i’m sure you’ll hear about it whenever i finish thinking on it. for now i need to go write something down, see ya.