knowing that i am loved (hated, whatever)

okay this part of the piece will be quick. it’s amazing what people tell you quite by accident. apparently i caused a stir somewhere again which must make me smile. i am typically keep not concerned with them in general but i am able to cause a ruckus even when i am not saying a single solitary word. it’s always a big treat for me i must admit.

now as for the other stuff, Emperor and i are doing well. at least as far as i can tell. as i said yesterday i’ll be working on a story for Him that is less sappy and involves much more spanking lol. i am feeling good about our situation in general and i hope that it will stay that way. something has me slightly worried and i want to discuss it but i am not ready to do so just yet. i want to at least try to process it on my own first and then i might be back to vent. at least i’m not teary eyed right now and i don’t expect to be anytime soon but i may be later. well probably not but i need to resolve this issue for myself otherwise i won’t ever be able to handle these little bumps in the road correctly.

moving on, i’ve finished my christmas shopping for the most part. i need to make one final purchase but really it’s over. it was a quick afternoon. my mother and sister in law did the other piece so it will be a quick flight in and out of texas. well i am done rambling. off to process.

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