maybe i need to go back to bed

i woke up this morning about 6:45 and because my alarm wasn’t set to go off for another few moments i lay back down and apparently need to do so. i slept through the both the 7:00 AM alarm but also the 7:40 AM alarm that is supposed to catch me if i manage to miss the first one. i didn’t wake up until 7:51 this morning and by 8:51 i was walking the last stretch to my office. i hate when i do that because it’s 1) a glaring example that i am not taking good care of myself and 2) i tend to wake up with this massive headache. normally it’s gone within a few hours. it’s now 12:11 pm and my head is still pounding. another nap will usually fix it but that is HOURS away at this point. at least i scheduled my hair appointment. so i can daydream about Emperor running His fingers through it i umm tend to Him for a while :-).

oh my god, i miss Him. it’s really sad. i haven’t been this enamored of anyone in a while and that is partially driving me nuts. it’s exciting and wonderful in a sense but it just makes sleeping alone that much less enjoyable. i need to find my “Emperor” bear. my subsitute sleep buddy for when we are, wait let me get the exact number down exactly 641.2 miles away from each other (or ten hours in the car whichever makes you feel better). it’s about a 90 minute flight but we can’t do that often enough for either of us at this point. so while it was idle conversation before i am seriously considering relocating to be closer to Him as soon as humanly and professionally possible. that also means moving my mother potentially as she will be living with me shortly. but she can do nothing there the same way she can do nothing here. and i can sleep next to Him as much as i want which knowing the two of us won’t be nightly but when it happens we’ll break or damage something in the house lol. okay i allegedly have work to do so i’ll try to do that now.

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle – a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don’t actively fight them.
You’re just you. You don’t try to be what people expect you to be.

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion		46%
Stability		83%
Orderliness		53%
Accommodation		63%
Interdependence		63%
Intellectual		43%
Mystical		36%
Artistic		10%
Religious		70%
Hedonism		10%
Materialism		70%
Narcissism		76%
Adventurousness		30%
Work ethic		63%
Self absorbed		43%
Conflict seeking		63%
Need to dominate		30%

Romantic		30%
Avoidant		30%
Anti-authority		23%
Wealth		16%
Dependency		50%
Change averse		36%
Cautiousness		50%
Individuality		63%
Sexuality		90%
Peter pan complex		16%
Physical security		83%
Physical Fitness		17%
Histrionic		43%
Paranoia		63%
Vanity		23%
Hypersensitivity		63%
Female cliche		56%

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Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.

trait snapshot:

rarely irritated, positive, tough, non phobic, fearless, likes the unknown, self reliant, high self control, confident, trusting, strong instincts, prudent, optimistic, willful, likes parties, prefers a specialized career, takes charge, altruistic, strong, high self concept, adventurous, practical, thoughtful