the weather outside is frightful or at least it was

the storm outside is calming.  i hope that means i can sleep tonight without worrying about how much damage it can do if it returns.  the storm inside is calming too.  i feel like i keep breaking over and over again.  i repair myself enough to get back out there and try again and then something happens and i shatter again.  i’m ready for new energy to enter my life and old feelings keep miring me down.  in a former life i would have said that this was a sign but i don’t want signs i want peace.  none of the possible solutions bring that about immediately so i’m not sure what to do.  i want my mind to still my heart and not wait for the unexpected trigger to set me off again.  i need to get ready for a meeting.

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