Prompt for Sunday: Write a submissive pledge for yourself. Write about the things you can control. I think I must feel like the people I put on the spot in my real life right now. I don’t know if I could write a pledge that I would adhere to in the long run. Mostly because if there’s a way to beat myself up about something not in my control at all like distance, airfare and communication styles. I just did some googling to see if I could find submissive pledges and they look like marital vows or odd poetry so those were of no use to me and how my brain works. Someone make me revisit this the next time I’m in a dynamic because right now I’m only trying to take care of myself and breathe.
Prompt for Monday: What is the essential core of submission for you? I don’t know. I haven’t thought about this at all. Again I may too literal but I don’t know that there’s a core of submission for me. I’m motivated by different versions of the same things usually. I want some peace and safety and to belong to someone that can pull out the depravity that I keep stored away out of fear most of the time. So I need strength and kink.
Prompt for Tuesday: What is the one quality you think most subs possess? A desire to not be in complete control but that’s it. Why we are there and what we want to get from submission seems to come from a different place for everyone even when we are using the same language.
Prompt for Wednesday: shortened–Do you procrastinate? Can you adjust to other schedules? Yes and yes. I will always delay things that could have been done in a heartbeat because sometimes I need to focus elsewhere. However, if I’m with a group or we have other things that need to happen on a set schedule I can adjust to that.
Prompt for Thursday: shortened–What does protect the property mean to you? Is this a rule you have to have in your relationship? This means nothing to me really. I read this before my nap and was thinking in the literal D/s old guard high service kind of way and that the submissive is the property and has to be aware of when they will be damaged so they can prevent it or at least help prevent it. Since that’s never been part of my dynamics, and protecting myself is much easier than it should be maybe, this doesn’t resonate for me.
Prompt for Friday: When do you feel the most beautiful? I don’t know that I ever feel beautiful per se. I feel attractive some days, especially when my hair is cute. Or when my dominant partner is pleased with me I feel pretty and like a little ball of light floating around. In general, I just look okay and I’m good with that.
Prompt for Saturday: What are a few of your favorite things? Music, naps, cartoons, food, tennis and watching some sports. Oh and traveling. I love traveling. I like seeing new places and trying new foods and then trying to make those foods again later because I also love to cook. I like to read too.