I didn’t realize it had been so long since I posted. There are a billion and one things going on and I’m settling into life sans relationships of note. I haven’t officially said it here mostly because I am not saying much here apparently. After last year, I am single again and not really looking at anything substantial developing. I know what would likely make me thrilled with the universe but I also have entirely too much going on to pursue it or even begin to know where to look. I know that most of the time dating doesn’t even cross my brain and when it does it’s mostly I suck at the whole enterprise. Which briefly makes me think about “making it work” with an ex when there’s literally a legitimate reason all of those relationships did not work.
I’ve mostly been watching tennis and working and getting ready for my trip. I’ve had a few moments where I could admit to being jealous of someone’s relation as it was plastered across my screen on some level. And then I try to remember those folks are making it work and good for them. Being jealous when I don’t want to change my life significantly is just silly. So I smile that there are happy coupled people and go back to watching tennis.
Not sure why I posted all of this beyond saying I’m still alive and contemplating life. That can be dangerous lol. Regardless, I hope the universe is treating you well.