I haven’t been here in a while and I’m not sure why. Work has been hectic and I’m tired but it’s also amazing and I’m loving myself. I need inspiration I think. In my other spaces I have a clear mission and focus. Here I feel untethered. Like yes this was my identity but I’m not sure if it fits anymore. But how does something that has been deeply entrenched in my psyche for 20 years just disappear? Not sure but it feels like it’s slipping away.