Hey Folks,
Not sure who is even still reading this and I clearly don’t post as much as I did WAY back when I started this blog. Every time I need to pay for the domain renewal or hosting, I debate whether it’s worth continuing and maybe unluckily for me I’m usually too tired to give it serious thought I just sign up for another block of time. I think this may be my last hurrah with that though. The traffic is minimal, I am not pushing a book, I’m still happily single and well life in the vanilla space warrants more of my attention right now. Don’t get me wrong. My brain still operates on kink. But I am enjoying this season of my life and all of my adventures with or without someone by my side. I jokingly said I may start looking for travel Bae’s instead of long-term partners because then I won’t feel bad if either of us is unavailable or if money prevents us from seeing each other as much as we would like. I’m not sure. Since my last post there’s been things so gonna update you now.
I was trying to figure out why I hadn’t posted in a while and the reason is a bitch left the country again. I flew, so much flying, to South Africa to scout it for a work trip before all of us came as a big group. It was amazing but the flying just made me stupid tired for a few weeks after I got home. I still had projects to finish which have been submitted. And then I kept debating giving Delta and the Al Hirschfield theater all of my money so I could see Bob the Drag Queen and Meg thee Stallion in Moulin Rouge after I saw Cardi B. If there hadn’t been a war jacking up fuel prices I might have been able to do all three but alas it was me and Cardi and bunch of Bardi Gang folks dressed like we all in private school and getting ratchet. Had a blast and I think I’m gonna go see Meg in May if I can make it work. I forgot that I had been on a special prize package to see Death Becomes Her the first weekend in May. I had been outbid and wasn’t terribly sad about that. They messaged me today the auction was ending so I bed again because the current bid wasn’t outrageous. Got outbid again but I could do that weekend and enjoy Meg and a funny ass show again.
I’ve also been sitting in more kink classes. That Submissive Guide journal project has made me open to continuous learning for the last few years. Limited things I can do in some ways but thinking about how I want to serve, who I want to serve, what my boundaries are in this phase of my life and all that jazz have been helpful. Even if I am mostly just going back over familiar topics with new faces bringing new perspectives. I feel like I’m babbling but I need to figure out if it’s time to put the Velvet Rope to bed. The Dom who requested it has long been gone from my life. And I’m not sure how much the doms trailing him ever read it. At one point when I was writing a lot of smutty stories and that brought in traffic but brain is not inspired to smut these days. I have a few years. I will see what the road looks like then.
I made yummy dinner and dessert and I am happy. Genuinely happy. I got some work to do tomorrow but I think I can finish it in a few hours and be able to lounge all weekend. Or clean up my space and then lounge. Either way sending love and light your way.