nothing is really going on around here. now that i don’t have to focus my attention solely on passing an exam i have a lot more free time on my hands. time to miss Him of course and hope that He’s okay wherever in that godforsaken desert He’s hanging out. i got manhandled out of my system but my remaining letters aren’t encouraging any new smut just yet. i have been looking at a potential self publishing venue thanks to green lantern to stop saying i’m going to do this and just start doing it. of course lazy soul that i am i would much rather go the traditional route so that we can work on everything together and go from there. truthfully i’m bored and before that would get me into a mountain of trouble. bored horny subbie girl was not a good combination when there was a bunch of horny men around. however, i’m well aware of the only itch they would be able to scratch despite protestations would be the need to kill kittens and that’s not enough. i need the whole kit and kaboodle and i need it from Him.

i’ve been dreaming a lot lately too. mostly about the two of us in bed asleep, no scenes, no long vacations filled with sexual depravity. just us in bed pressed against each other safe in the knowledge that He was home and safe and that in about 25 minutes children would burst through the door and invade the half naked sanctuary we had established. gonna have to work out the sleeping situation as i really don’t like clothes overnight and that would not be attractive to Littlest Soldier. besides i don’t want to be waddling down the aisle so we’ll probably have to sleep in something to stop those midnight oopsies when searching for a condom is just not fun and damn i’m knocked up moments from happening. ahh well let me go eat my very late breakfast.

i don’t know if i took this test before but yippee i’m 100 percent spankable now

Link: The How Spankable Are You Test written by bazz22 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test