.:Wednesday, August 06, 2008:.
-alphabet game-okay so you haven't had any new smut in ages. i actually started this post to be the next letter and my brain is giving me nada. i need some inspiration and i'll get to the five remaining letters. if you have any ideas for the letters let me know. if i use your idea i'll be sure to give you credit for it. our last lonely unattended to letters are
N
P
Q
X
Z
You Are More Like Angelina Jolie |
 Bad girl with a heart of gold. You are smart, sexy, and strong willed. You aren't against stealing another girl's man... If he's better off with you! |
Labels: quizzes
.:Sunday, October 21, 2007:.
-coming your way soon-New smut is coming soon, i'm just debating which letter to unleash next. One would be just terrific to lead into the others but it might not be as smut heavy as it could be otherwise lol. Okay i'm running away now, entertain yourself with the quiz for now
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| You scored as Submission It feels good to serve. A lack of control in the bedroom can be fun and relaxing. Being with a dominate person wouldn't be a bad idea.
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.:Saturday, September 22, 2007:.
-silly stuff-| You Should Rule Jupiter |
 Huge and hot, Jupiter is a quickly turning planet with short days and intense gravity. You are perfect to rule Jupiter, because you are both dominant and kind. You have great strength and confidence, but you never abuse your power. You are always right. Even if you make mistakes, you compensate for them... before anyone knows it. Headstrong and ambitious, you always have a goal in mind. You are optimistic and believe thing things will always work out. |
| Your Preppy Name Is... |
 But most people know you as Corkie |
Labels: quizzes
.:Monday, August 20, 2007:.
-hee hee hee hee-
Apparently that explains a LOT about me. Wonder if that would make my exes feel better about their umm inability to make me sleepy?
Labels: quizzes
.:Sunday, July 22, 2007:.
-steal some cover share some skin-i already have a post talking about the maroon 5 sunday morning song so i hit you with another line of it and will keep moving. sorry it took me a week to update. last week was interesting to say the least and between my broken bed, crazy schedule at work and watching my checking account get drained of testing fees there was a lot going on. i got to talk to Roaming Soldier briefly and i'm glad that He's feeling better but this separation is starting to take a toll on Him which of course i don't like and would prefer He could come home and just let me take care of Him. in the meantime since He uses phone time to talk to the Littlest Soldier we have decided that i'll be sending Him a different kind of message from time to time that He can listen to when He wants. not sure if that will be electronic or via old fashioned methods but we'll figure it out. either way i'm prepared. too bad my day to day life is so boring that most of it will seem rather dull. i'm sure a few of you are wondering how the bed broke so i'll tell ya. my bed was about 6 years old and had it stood in one location all that time i'm sure it would have been just fine. but it was set up and broken down in four different states and in five different locations. it's just a bit cranky at this point lol especially since the last three of those states happened over a three and a half year period. i got a new bed and just need to set it up. i've been busy studying and sleeping, taking a lot of naps lately--if i didn't know better i would have thought i was pregnant but that is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO freaking impossible there is nothing else to say about that. all right more mindless stuff for you to click. have a good day.
ps am i the only person that has no desire to see j ho and her hubby in a movie? yeah that's right i called her j ho.
| If You Were Born in 2893... |
 Your Name Would Be: Galt Laif And You Would Be: The Destroyer of Earth |
| Your Mind is NC-17 Rated |
 You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! |
| You Follow Your Heart |
 You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind |
| You Are 28% Spoiled |
 You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head. You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have. |
| You Are A Relationship Rescuer! |
 You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think. You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule. And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that |
| You Will Be a Cool Parent |
 You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need. You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law. While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top. You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant! |
| You Are A Woman! |
 Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! |
| Your Wrestler Name Is... |
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Labels: life is good, quizzes
.:Sunday, July 15, 2007:.
-less tired and less frustrated-okay so i finished volume one of the massive study guide. after i finish waking up and eating i'm going to start on volume two and see how far i can get into it. i talked to Littlest Soldier--well exchanged messages--and heard from Roaming Soldier since last i blogged so my universe is feeling slightly more together right now. She really likes me and He loves me and right now i really can't ask for more than that. i didn't up my bad spanking count either lol so that is always good. yippee for the studying. anyway, i'm about to do mindless things and you can click on them in you are interested.
| Your Taste in Music: |
 80's R&B: Highest Influence Old School Hip Hop: Highest Influence 80's Pop: High Influence 90's Hip Hop: High Influence 90's Pop: High Influence |
| You Have Your PhD in Men |
 You understand men almost better than anyone. You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well. Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful. |
| You Are 36% Weirdo |
 You're a little weird, but you'd be even weirder if you didn't have a few quirks. You are just strange enough to know it, but nobody else seems to notice your weirdness. That's because, deep down, everyone is a little freaky! |
okay everyone knows i'm weird lol
| You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age |
 You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself. You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years. |
| You Are 72% Brutally Honest |
 Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear. Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful. |
| You Are 69% Sexy |
 Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. |
| Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 75% |
 Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world. You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future. You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way. |
| Your Vampire Name Is... |
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| You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer |
 "We saved the world. I say we have to party." |
| You Will Be a Modern Bride! |
 While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding traditions, you want a wedding with a twist You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception... Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalized vows, whatever suites you!!! |
Labels: life is good, quizzes
.:Sunday, May 27, 2007:.
-all quiet on the home front-there is nothing going on here tonight. i have enjoyed my time off immensely and yesterday after lunch i took in a couple of movies. i rarely go to the movies so this was a treat. i watched pirates first--which is long so don't go get a huge drink if you have a weak bladder because you will need to go at least once--i loved it. i didn't watch all of part 2 so there was a bit of catch up to be made but really all of the different storylines interwove quite nicely for me. i didn't like a piece of the end but that's because it just seem so wrong. i won't say more than that because some of you might be going to see it but really go see it at the theaters s you can enjoy the lovely sound system. and if you can go early enough in the day to avoid the die hard pirates fans and the plethora of quiet children that followed me to shrek the third. now shrek was cute it just wasn't as engaging as the first two had been. the thing is though when i thought back over certain scenes i still laughed just as hard at home as i had at the theater so it could have just been a let down after the build up that came during pirates. and i loved how they played on some other fairy tales to make this shrek. the end was entirely too cute and i had to order myself a present from build a bear from the movie. i also gave my mommy a card which she still hasn't said anything about. that kinda hurts as i wrote a lot a the back of it but what can you do with other people. anyhoo i wasn't expecting the weekend to get much more interesting as we had a mommy nail run to make but it did.
when i got home today after studying and feeling smart because i understood what i was reviewing i found three packages sitting in front of my door that contained about 10 of the movies that i lost in the move and two new seasons of series i loved. yeah baby. i haven't watched any of them yet but i like em i like em. no word from Roaming Soldier but that is typical for a week or two stretch. just hope He can say hi soon. other than that enjoy the meme below. i'm gonna finish my cookies.
1. Ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person?
only baby droolia cause it makes her giggle
2. Can you see a phone right now?
yes
3. What are you listening to?
theme music
4. Where is it coming from?
tv
5. Last thing you ate?
tombstone pizza
6. Last thing you saw on TV?
law and order svu
7. Who was the last person other than family you saw?
coworkers
8. Song stuck in your head?
nothing at the moment
9. Last movie you went to?
double feature, pirates of the caribbean at world's end and shrek the third
10. Do you have a tan right now?
i have a permanent tan called melanin
11. Do you dance while getting ready for... whatever?
sometimes
12. What are you wearing?
pajamas
13. What is the most people you've been naked in front of?
they're all dead now so it doesn't matter (ok so they aren't dead but it was an accident and i like to think they are dead)
14. Have you ever watched the movie Rockstar?
i saw half of it when it was in the middle of night and i couldn't sleep
15. Have you ever taken a bath/shower while you were drunk or high?
once or twice
16. Do you like techno?
not at all
17. Has anyone ever walked in on you while having sex?
unfortunately yes
18. What is one country you want to go to?
South Africa
19. Have you ever made out on a plane?
not at all
20. Have you ever jumped up on stage when a band was playing?
i don't think so but some concerts are hazy
21. Do you have leadership skills?
yeah
22. Are you musically inclined?
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
23. Have you ever sat on a roof and looked at stars?
nope
24. Ever done that while talking on the phone to a...person/loved one?
nope
25. Does the song Stairway To Heaven make you sad?
Umm no
26. Do you have alcohol in your room?
rubbing alcohol in the bathroom is about it
27. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Night Owl
28. Do you have any instruments in your room?
do tambourines in the closet count
30. I say SHOTGUN, you say...
do the jerk baby
Labels: life is good, quizzes, random
.:Tuesday, April 03, 2007:.
-do you love me lol-if you don't it's okay but you know i wuv you. okay so that's not true. i like most of you. i love a few of you and some of you i am happy to call friend. one of you i'm happy to call Daddy (oh yeah baby). i'm in the middle of making myself a big pan of lasagna. it's going to be nummy and i'm going to make some garlic bread-y things to go with it. they are really croissants but they are garlic and buttery so it will work out just fine. i'm sure my mother will make a salad to go with it but i'm having a carnivore moment. must eat meat however it is packaged. i found two adorable books for my new niece and/or nephew. one is called please baby please and the other is called please puppy please both are by spike lee and his wife tonya. they are cute if you are looking for something multicultural to give to kids. my mother giggled mightily as she read them and said oh my god you did that so much when you were little. they aren't long books to be sure but i have had a copy for my kids that have yet to arrive on this earth for a while now. i love em lol.
hmmm stay tuned on the 19th for my review of Rachel Kramer Bussel's He's On Top. i'm part of book tour to promote her two books (He's On Top and She's On Top) which discuss bdsm and the lifestyle from male dominant and female dominant perspectives. of course as a happy subbie type girl i opted for He's On Top and will be reading it and a few other books i picked up from the library yesterday. gotta love the public library. let's see other than that nothing much is going on. i was able to talk to Him a few days ago which always makes me feel better and then of course there is a bit of a crash because i want Him home right now. i'm better now and have been looking more into the conversion process and what we would have to plan on during a traditional Catholic wedding. this basically means the things i was planning to honor my dad, littlest soldier's mom and our union might not be able to be done because they aren't part of a traditional Catholic ceremony. it's up to the priest to make an exception to that if they choose. and i can pretty much cancel walking down the aisle to the song that has been playing in my head forever. i guess we could make that the first dance song instead. it's still going to make me cry lol. anyhoo enjoy the new quiz.
| Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) |
 Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. |
Labels: bdsm, life is good, quizzes
.:Friday, November 24, 2006:.
-brain meltdown lol-
You are Temperance
Time. Ages. Transformation. Involuntary change
Temperance is another card of aspiration, but also of much change. It often
represents complex situations. Positively, you can harmonize contrary
forces.
Temperance is, on a surface level, about "tempering." The original pouring from cup to cup might have been about cutting wine with water. So this is a card about moderation. There is, however, another angle to the card, that of merging seemingly impossible opposites. Sagittarius, the centaur, merges beast and man into a unique creature. And then there is the bow and arrow, one moving, one stationary, working together to point the way. Temperance may be, at first glance, a warning for you to "temper" your behavior, to cut your wine with water. But it may also be a reminder to that seemingly irreconcilable opposites may not be irreconcilable at all. Belief that fiery red and watery blue cannot be merged may be the only thing standing in the way of blending the two. Change the belief, measure out each with care, and you can create otherworldly violet.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
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You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To? |
| You Are a Fun Flirt |
 Guys, girls, crushes, and friends. They're all victims to your charm. You're into silly innuendos, sexy jokes, and playful touches. You are a huge flirt, yet you never make anyone (too) uncomfortable! |
| Your Emoticon Is Laughing |
 You've got a wicked sense of humor. You're everyone's favorite IM buddy... at least today! |
| You've Changed 72% in 10 Years |
 Compared to who you were ten years ago, you've changed a great deal. In fact, you're probably in a completely different phase of your life - and very happy about it! |
| Your Wrath Quotient: 40% |
 Sometimes you get really angry, but nothing out of the norm. While you may wish someone harm, it's pretty unlikely that you'd actually do anything about it. |
| Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Thinking |
 You are: Objective, honest, and credible Intellectually curious, with many diverse interests More inclined toward ideas than people Fiercely independent and unapologetically unconventional |
| Your Movie Buff Quotient: 74% |
 You are a total movie buff. Classics, blockbusters, indie favorites... you've seen most of them. Your friends know to come to you whenever they need a few good DVD rental suggestions. |
Labels: quizzes
.:Monday, October 09, 2006:.
-super long meme lol-1. Favorite Beatles song: Come Together
2. Favorite Rolling Stones song: Satisfaction
3. Favorite Doors song:Breal on Through
4. Favorite Bob Dylan song:
5. Favorite Led Zeppelin song: Stairway To Heaven
6. TV Theme Song: NBA Playoffs--Remember the Name
7. Favorite Prince Song: Adore
8. Favorite Madonna Song: Secret
9. Favorite Michael Jackson Song: I Just Can't Stop Loving You
10. Favorite Queen Song: Bohemian Rhapsody
11. Favorite Motorhead Song: who?
12. Favorite Ozzy Song: um no!
13. Favorite Public Enemy Song: Fight the Power
14. Favorite Song from a cartoon: I Love to Singa
15. Favorite Bruce Springsteen song: Walking in Memphis
16. Favorite Depeche Mode song: nada
17. Favorite Cure song: nope
18. Favorite song that most of your friends haven’t heard: Question of U/Underneath the Cream--Prince
19. Favorite Smiths song: How Soon is Now
20. Favorite Beastie Boys song: Paul Revere
21. Favorite Clash song: ?
22. Favorite Police song: Murder by Numbers
23. Favorite Eurythmics song: Sweet Dreams
24. Favorite Beach Boys song: nope
25. Favorite Cyndi Lauper song: Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
26. Favorite song from a movie: Girls and Boys--Under the Cherry Moon /I Will Survive--In & Out
27. Favorite Duran Duran song: Hungry Like the Wolf
28. Favorite Peter Tosh song: none
29. Favorite Johnny Cash song: Walk the Line
30. Favorite song from an 80's one hit wonder: Relax--Frankie Goes to Hollywood
31. Favorite song from a video game: something from SSX Tricky
32. Favorite Kinks song: nope
33. Favorite Genesis song: I Can't Dance
34. Favorite Thin Lizzy song: nope
35. Favorite INXS song: Devil Inside
36. Favorite Weird Al song: Jurrasic Park
37. Favorite Peter Gabriel song: Sledgehammer
38. Favorite John Lennon song:Imagine
39. Favorite Pink Floyd song: Nope
40. Favorite cover song: The Wallflowers--One Headlight
41. Favorite White Stripes song: no
42. Favorite dance song: Tupac--All Eyez on Me (hey it's early 90s undergrad lol)
43. Favorite U2 song: Elevation
44. Favorite song from an actor turned musician:
45. Favorite disco song: Love to Love Ya Baby
46. Favorite Power Ballad: Right Now - Van Halen
47. Favorite Guns N' Roses song: November Rain
48. Favorite The Who song: no
49. Favorite Elton John song: Tonight or I'm Still Standing
50. Favorite song, period: Adore
51. Favorite Monte Montgomery song: who?
52. Favorite Green Day song: nope
53. Favorite Alanis Morrissette song: You Oughta Know
54. Favorite Jamiroquai song: Virtual Insanity
55. Favorite Foo Fighters song: Learn to Fly
56. Favorite David Bowie song: Let's Dance
57. Favorite Metallica song: nada
58. Favorite Jeff Buckley song: who
59. Favorite Pearl Jam song: Jeremy
60. Favorite Grateful Dead song: nope
61. Favorite Def Leppard song: Pour Some Sugar on Me
62. Favorite The Band song: no idea
63: Favorite Boomtown Rats song: see above
64. Favorite Jam song: nope again
65. Favorite Barenaked Ladies song: One Week
66. Favorite Creedence Clearwater Revival Song: Born on the Bayou
67. Favorite Garth Brooks song: Friends In Low Places
68: Favorite Tom McRae song: nope
69: Favorite Vienna Teng song: nope
70. Favorite Tom Petty (solo or with the Heartbreakers) song: Free Fallin`
71. Favorite Replacements song: nope
72. Favorite Bob Mould song: nope
73. Favorite Jethro Tull song:
74. Favorite Jann Arden Song: Insensitive
75. Favorite Marc Cohn Song: nope
76. Favorite Our Lady Peace Song: nope
77. Favorite HIM Song: nope
78. Favorite Bryan Adams Song: Have You Ever Loved a Woman
79. Favorite Slashy Song: ?
80. Favorite Old Skool Soul song: Stevie Wonder - Sir Duke
81. Favorite Song That Totally Kicks Righteous Ass: Prince--Mr. Happy
82. Favorite Roxy Music song: nope
83. Favorite Nine Inch Nails song: Closer
84: Favorite Song of Yours That Everyone Else Hates: nothing
85. Favorite Type O Negative Song: ?
86. Favorite KISS song: nope
87: Favorite Godsmack Song: nope
88: Favorite ZZ Top Song: Sharp Dressed Man
89: Favorite Iron Maiden Song: nope
90: Favorite AC/DC Song: nope
91: Favorite Evanescence Song: You Never Call When You're Sober
92: Favorite Pet Shop Boys Song: nope
93: Favorite Dream Theater Song:
94. Favorite Blondie song: The Tide is High
95. Favorite Blur song: nope
96. Favorite New Order song: nope
97. Favorite Bob Marley Song: No Woman No Cry
98. Favorite Violent Femmes Song: nope
99. Favorite Classical piece: makes me sleepy
100. Favorite Dio Song: no
101. Favorite Queensryche Song: no
102. Favorite Linkin Park Song: not so much
103. Favorite Sting song: We'll Be Together
104. Favorite Brand New Heavies song: Never Stop
105. Favorite James Brown song: I'm Black and I'm Proud
106. Favorite Radiohead song - no
107. Favorite Stone Temple Pilots song - no
108. Favorite Neil Young song -
109. Favourite Sass Jordan song - nope
110. Favourite LIVE song - ?
112. Favourite Nickleback song - Hero
113. Favorite Etta James song - Damn Your Eyes
114. Favorite Eric Benet song - Spend My Life
115. Favorite D'Angelo Song - Me and Those Dreaming Eyes of Mine
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Q: WHAT MADE YOU SMILE YESTERDAY?
laughing at friends
Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 8 THIS MORNING?
driving damn it
Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING 15 MINUTES ago?
playing with stuff from officeplayground
Q: SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU IN 1995?
broke up with my HS ex and developed an unnecessary attachment to this other person
Q: LAST THING YOU SAID ALOUD?
i'm injuring myself
Q: HOW MANY DIFFERENT THINGS DID YOU DRINK TODAY?
still early for me, nothing in my system yet
Q: WHERE IS YOUR BEST FRIEND RIGHT NOW?
i have several and some are sleeping, some are at work, one is probably wondering why i keep sending Him smut when i am so far away
Q: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR TOOTHBRUSH?
blue
Q: WHAT IS OUT YOUR BACK DOOR?
don't have a back door
Q: LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
grown up toys
Q: LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
wow i don't know it's been a while unless you count His love and affection
Q: WHAT COLOR IS YOUR FRONT DOOR?
white
Q: WHERE DO YOU KEEP YOUR CHANGE?
In my pocket
Q: WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE TODAY?
70 ish degrees F
Q: BEST ICE CREAM FLAVOUR?
moo-llenium crunch
Q: SOMETHING YOU'RE EXCITED ABOUT?
defending my dissertation AND not paying for the trip
Q: LAST RAINBOW YOU SAW?
about a month ago
Q: WHAT SIZE SHOE DO YOU WEAR?
8.5
Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY SISTERS?
No
Q: ARE YOU VERY RANDOM?
Mmmmkay. Guess
Q: DO YOU WANT TO CUT YOUR HAIR?
No.
Q: ARE YOU OVER THE AGE OF 22?
as of 8 birthdays ago yep
Q: DO YOU TALK A LOT?
yep i talk for a living
Q: DO YOU WATCH THE OC?
is that even still on tv
Q: DO YOU KNOW ANYONE CALLED STEVE?
nope
Q: DO YOU MAKE UP YOUR OWN WORDS?
Yes all the freaking time
Q: ARE YOU TICKLISH?
Yes.
Q: ARE YOU TYPICALLY A JEALOUS PERSON?
not really
Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH AN "J":
pillar of strength
Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH AN "A":
dr. mac
Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS?
wrong number
Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
whatcha doing?
Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
no
Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
no i look like i'm 12 with curly hair
Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
most likely prince
Q: WHO IS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
i'm not sure
Q: WHAT WORD DO YOU SAY A LOT?
Daddy or "not so much"
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
lasagne
Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
Yes but mostly it watches me
Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
Not unless man hunting counts
Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
as long as He gets home safely
Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
working i guess
Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
yep---little girl, the rest if i tell you i'd have to kill you
Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
no but lust is a powerful force
Q: YOUNGEST PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY?
no
Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
unless they are pain killers and i'm cramping, then drugs are gooooooooood
Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
only when it rains
Q: WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the air conditioner, it's god awful loud
Labels: quizzes
.:Tuesday, September 26, 2006:.
-just silly-i'll post again later maybe
Labels: quizzes
.:Friday, September 01, 2006:.
-my computer ate it?-is that an acceptable reason why my last, sorta silly, blog post never got finished? i was typing it and felt a little dizzy so i lay down to rest a bit, woke up lol maybe an hour later and the computer had gone into full hibernation mode and was refusing to come back on. i had to do all my best mcgyvery type moves only to take out the battery slap it back in and voila i have computer. at that point i was in no mood to type it and truth be told i almost immediately fell back asleep for another hour, woke up hoping that im ding was from Roaming Soldier and when it wasn't i fell back asleep again. i did that until about two am when i finally said uhhh i might drool on the computer and shut it down for the night to prevent saliva shortout--wouldn't that be cute to explain to the folks at best buy or circuit city.
okay so i had started doing a meme that i got from d'anerah's page so let me go find the instructions again and then i can fix it up all nice and stuff. okay the meme is below. follow the instructions and tell me what you think the songs are AND do your own list of 20 please so i can go figure some out. d'anerah's have me totally stumped. okay the dizzy is back again as i'm fussing at other folks to eat more maybe i should follow my own advice and really will have to track down my PCP today cause this is getting ridiculous. okay my client is here. i'm gonna run now and maybe i'll be back later.
1. Put your mp3 player on random.
2. Post a line from the first 20 songs that play.
3. Ask everyone to guess what song and artist the lines come from.
4. Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
5. No cheating.
- What you about to hear gone FUCK you up because this the first time you ever heard some shit like this nigga
- Just let it die With no goodbyes
- This time, This place Misused, Mistakes
- I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
- Oh bitch I'm country as cowboy boots
- You keep bumping me against the wall
- He said I was in my early forties with a lot of life before me
- First off, fuck your bitch And the click you claim
- As long as when tha check came they got first dibs
- One life to live but I got nuttin to lose, just me and you
- There's another world inside of me that you may never see
- I never knew such a day could come
- There will never come a day you'll ever hear me say
- A hundred days have made me older
- Hello baby how ya been, nice to see your face again
- (Baby knows) - She got the butt that go round
- 'Cuz I felt a little ill When I saw all the pictures
- Way 2 fine he was 4 her A dirty dog in expensive fur
- Eye didn't have the heart 2 say eye'm sorry
- And dressed like U want everybody 2 just say, "Wow! Didn't her mama teach her better?"
Labels: quizzes
.:Saturday, August 05, 2006:.
-meme relapse-clearly i was bored again
| You Are 68% Brutally Honest |
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| You Are Apple Red |
 You're never one to take life too seriously, and because of it, you're a ton of fun. And although you have a great sense of humor, you are never superficial. Deep and caring, you do like to get to the core of people - to understand them well. However, any probing you do is light hearted and fun, sometimes causing people to misjudge you. |
| You are 87% Sagittarius |
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| You Are 40% Lady |
 You tend to make up your rules of etiquette, throwing all conventions aside. And while you try to be a lady (sometimes), your behavior is often quite shocking. |
| Your Personality Is Like Alcohol |
 You're the life of the party, a total flirt, and probably a pretty big jokester. Sometimes your behavior gets you in trouble, but you still remain socially acceptable. You're a pretty bad driver, and you're dancing could also use a little work! |
my driving is just fine, my dancing umm depends on what we are doing
| Your Dosha is Kapha |
 Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger. However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down. You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding. Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy. You're not scared of being who you really are. With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single. To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments. |
it's not hard for me to be single, i've been single for years (lots of em lol)
| You are 53% Gemini |
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| You Are an Excellent Cook |
 You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning. It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire... |
| Your Boobies' Names Are... |
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| Your Rising Sign is Aries |
 You're full of energy - and people look to you to get the party started. Confident and honest, you'll be the one to say what everyone is thinking. You are easily bored, and you always find unique ways to do things. You don't just dream it, you do it. And that's why you're so successful. Too intense for some, often times people are intimidated by you. But you're usually smart enough to charm them anyway! |
| You Should Rule Saturn |
 Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past. |
Labels: quizzes
.:Friday, July 14, 2006:.
-interesting meme-Copy this entire list into your blog/journal. BOLD everything about you that is true. Leave plain anything that is false about you. Put an asterisk (*) at the end of false statements you would LIKE to be true.
I am bi-sexual.
My spouse or lover is aware of my orientation.
My spouse or lover has watched me have sex with someone of my gender.*
I have had sex while wearing a blindfold.
I have blindfolded someone else during sex.
I have had sex while watching porn.
I sleep better after sex.
There are some nights I cannot sleep without sex or masturbating.
I masturbate more than once per day. (every now and then)
The bed is NOT my most favorite place to have sex.
I am turned on knowing someone is watching me masturbate.
I enjoy watching others having sex or being watched during sex.
I will have sex with someone I just met if they turn me on. (umm not anymore but i have)
I have had sex with two different individuals (at seperate times) during the course of one day. (not in a really long time)
I have been tied up during sex.
I have had sex with someone who was tied up.
I have dripped wax onto a lover's body.
I have had a lover drop wax on my body.
I have a foot/sock/shoe fetish.
I have a leather fetish.
I have a tickle fetish.
Watching someone urinate (or being watched while urinating) is a turn-on.
I have had sex in a vehicle.
I have had sex while driving a vehicle.
I have been to a sex club or bathhouse. *
I like being choked during sex.
My lovers would describe me as kinky.
I shave (or trim) the hair on or around my genitals.
The smell of my lover's sweat turns me on.
I have erotic art on display somewhere in my residence.
Dirty talk during sex turns me on.
I enjoy pornographic magazines.
I have a collection of porno movies.
Erotic toys are a regular part of my budget.
I have clicked on porn links in my email.
I regularly look at porn sites on the internet.
Much of what I know about sex comes from porn.
Interracial sex turns me on.
I would participate in sex research if given the opportunity.
My current lover does not sufficiently meet my sexual needs.
I have had sex at my place of employment. *
I am often disappointed in my sexual relationships.
Some people might describe me as a nymphomaniac.
I am difficult to live with if I'm not having sex on a regular basis.
I sleep better with someone snuggled up next to me. *
I have had sex under water. *
I have had sex outdoors.
I have had sex in a public place or where I might have been discovered.
I have had sex in a bathroom stall.
I have had sex in the snow.
I am or have been in a polyamorous relationship.
I have participated in three-ways or orgies.
I have to have music playing during sex.
I have flashed strangers.
I have given sex as a gift.
I have set up a three-way for my lover.
I stopped during this list to have sex.
All day I dream about sex.
my bolded options are in italics because they looked odd as bold
Labels: quizzes
.:Saturday, June 10, 2006:.
-somebody get me a margarita please-okay so i'm bored and a little sleepy. i went out with friends last night and didn't get home till midnight. nothing big if i was 21 still but rushing up on 31 is making a sister tire more easily when unexpected things transpire. then i was coughing and feeling a mess till i fell asleep. okay so yeah really didn't work and now my latest addiction (blogshares) is down and i can't increase my fictional networth (i'm hovering around 335 billion right now). i'm watching an abc family film and it's making me nuts that i am being so lazy that i haven't changed the channel yet. i also went out with my mother today and true to my word four and half hours after we left we were back at home. a few simple modifications of how i interact with her made that more enjoyable for me. if i take her with me when i need to get my hair done and let her loose in the mall then i get at least ninety minutes alone while she roams about. if i go to one or two stores that i want to go with her then i can ignore her hovering while i shop lol. if i just force her to make a decision then i don't get annoyed when she asks me to take her somewhere. we hit three stores in the mall, went over to Chili's and then up to Wally-World after i got my hair done and made it back to my home after checking the mail in four and a half hours. the only thing i didn't get was my brownie fudge sundae and a margarita so i'll go mix that up in a bit and bake a fresh pan of brownies and sit down and enjoy myself.
i found a cute card for Roaming Soldier, well two--a belated birthday since i should have mailed His card with the first batch of letters to make sure it was there before His birthday and another for father's day, while stuck in Wally-World. i also got a birthday card for Night Owl and an anniversary card for my brother and sister in law. they are gonna go "you make me sick" which means i did good with the choosing. He is going to smile and smirk i'm quite positive. Night Owl is just going to tell me to shut up most likely--especially since Dallas will hopefully be up 2-0 in the series and she will be 2 more Miami losses away from eating delicious frosted cake. regardless it was a good day out and as you can see i got quiz happy. now i want sugar and liquor. oh and a nice side of Roaming Soldier would do me nicely as well.
see ya
red
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Labels: life is good, quizzes
.:Saturday, May 27, 2006:.
-bob barker, the aspca, and Roaming Soldier.... (NSFW)-
name three people who will be happy i'm helping to keep the pet population under control. ok so the kittens have been dying left and right. it's helping to relieve the stress and all but i would much rather be enjoying a nice quiet even with Roaming Soldier than hearing the poor kittens whine as they drift off to kitten heaven. okay that was a bit silly but ahh who cares? oh and this post didn't start off needing a warning but for those of you that require them just stop now, no rating can predict what is about to come out of my fingertips.
i have been REALLY enjoying the end of national masturbation month. i finally indulged in some new visual stimulation. spurred on largely by her the poor litters of kittens have just evaporated into nothingness. in case you are wondering, she is sinnamon love. as best as i can tell she is a switch porn star. doesn't make as much porn lately unless it's fetish/bondage stuff but she has been tied into the most interesting and painful looking things i've yet seen. plus she has a really cute bottom lol. so it's saturday and i've done nothing productive. i keep planning on leaving the house but i haven't quite made it outside yet. which is too bad because something could be in there from Roaming Soldier but i think He's waiting until He gets my letters before writing me back. i am so bored right now it's silly. i could fire up the dvd player and make myself happy but it's not really what i want.what i want is off in some funky country without me or anyone He loves nearby. so here i am with no RS, no bottle, no sore bottom, no nothing. i have a small army of toys but so won't get the job done. it's taking longer and longer to get to the "promised land" so to speak during my moments of self-pleasure. the toys are just as charged as ever. the stimulation is ummm nummy. but i want to feel Him. i want to know what His skin tastes like after an hour of sweaty hot intensely gratifying sex. i want to know what my name sounds like when He moans it into the air five seconds before He explodes down my throat. i want to know if He fumbles tearing open the condom wrapper because we are in a rush. i want to know what my breasts will feel like pressing up into His chest. i want to feel His fingers press inside me and tell me that all of me belongs to Him. i want to wince in pain just because He decides i should. i want to sink into that happy space that a lot of us describe as floating--lost in the sensation of the pain that has become pleasurable. i want to kiss His lips and neck and chest and back and thighs and calves and then get centrally focused on relishing His dick. i want to know if He can make me have one of those silent orgasms. silent orgasm? yes i know you are wondering what that means. it's an orgasm that has followed several other orgasms and is so wonderfully creamy and tingly that no words can do it justice so you just lay there, mouth open and gasping for air. i want to know how fast He can make me sweat out my hairstyle lol. i want the simple things for a moment ya know lol.
ahh well, off to shower and eat something. have a good afternoon. oh and this quiz is just funny lol.
| Master/Mistress You scored 80% Kinkiness! |
| Whether you are a top or bottom, you have Mastered the kink. Maybe a bit too much for most people. You know about everything I covered and much, much more. If you have a critique or would like to talk to me more about Fetish/BDSM/taboos, please feel free. Congratulations, you've peaked my interest. |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 99% on Kinkiness | |
| Link: The How Kinky Are You Really Test written by monkeyqueen9 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test |
Labels: dead kitties, life is good, quizzes
.:Sunday, May 21, 2006:.
-more memes-You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.
What is your sexual style? created with QuizFarm.com |
 | You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.
What's Your Kinky Turn On? created with QuizFarm.com |
| You scored as Cyclops. Cyclops is the team leader of the X-Men, and a skilled one at that. He loves Jean Grey very much. He's a strict and sometimes uptight leader, but he believes in his cause and he knows what he's fighting for... Peace between Mutants and Humans. Powers: Optic blasts
Most Comprehensive X-Men Personality Quiz 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com |
Labels: quizzes
.:Sunday, May 07, 2006:.
-memes & things-okay so i got a little quiz happy today, i'll post some more later today
| The PJ's You Are Most Like: Underwear |
 You enjoy the simple things in life and aren't hard to please You have an understated, easy sexyness that men love And you're confident enough to pull it off - without being overbearing |
| You Are Ready to Get Married |
 You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon In fact, you spend a good deal of your time thinking about what makes a relationship work And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down. |
| Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time! |
 Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that... Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him! |
| You Are A Woman! |
 Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! |
| You Should Honeymoon in Mexico! |
 After planning your wedding, all you want to do is relax No busy honeymooon for you. You'll take a warm beach and a cool cocktail. Plus, you can stay in a super swank hotel for cheap And discover that there's little better than a pool with a built in bar! Suggested destinations: Cancun, Acapulco, Cabo San Lucas, Cozumel |
| All Signs Point To Your Ex Digging You! |
 He's dying to get back together... Even if he won't admit it to you (or himself) And if the feeling's mutual, then all the better Just let him come to you about it - That way you'll have the upper hand |
the above result wasn't a HUGE surprise but i figured i could fake out the test, not so much
| He's a Keeper! |
 Your guy is a rare find: sweet, kind, and loyal. And as long as he doesn't have three nippples, You should seriously consider keeping him a long time Sometimes a girl can't see a good thing when she's got one So let me tell you: your guy is a gold medal boyfriend Just make sure you treat him right in return! |
| Your Inner Muse is Thalia |
 You are most like this playful muse of comedy. Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic. You make people laugh until their sides split. And you're always up for some play time! |
| He is a Man |
 You have yourself a perfect gentleman and a total keeper Your guy almost always acts appropriately He's probably even very upstanding when you're not around There's no boy left in your boyfriend - he's all man! |
| You Will Be a Modern Bride! |
 While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding tradions, you want a wedding with a twist You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception... Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalied vows, whatever suites you!!! |
| You Are Right Brained In Love |
 Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart |
| Hot Tamale You have an intellectual sexiness factor of 80! | ||||
| You're hot! You've read a lot. You've done a lot, and there's a lot you'd like to try in the future. You've got a sharp, sexy mind, and few inhibitions to restrain you from exploring all the pleasure you can get. You have few hang-ups, and there's not much you don't know about sex. You're open-minded and able to enjoy things that would make a lesser person squeamish. You're an exceptional treat as a lover, appreciated greatly by those who know the differnce. You were probably bored with a few of the people you've been with in your past, feeling like you had to drag them along with you in the sexual adventures you want to have, and probably dumping them for the same reason. It takes a lot to stimulate you; you realize it's not just about bumping uglies. In the end there's gotta be a lot more to it. Still, there is always room for improvement. Before you can graduate into a true sexual genius, there are a few things you've got to learn, to explore, to think through, talk through, and fuck through. A good place to start is in taking a look at the few things you're still a little hesitant to try. Break down you're last few barriers and discover the outer sexual frontiers, and you'll become a master. | ||||
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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| Link: The Intellectual Sexiness Test written by dr_eros on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test |
Labels: quizzes
.:Thursday, April 20, 2006:.
-alice through the looking glass-a very kinky post is likely to follow this one or truth be told this may turn into but for the moment just be prepared for me to ramble and appear to be venting for a while to come. i apologize if that's not why you stopped by but today has been an odd day to put it politely. surprisingly i slept well after my delayed sleep. i should have likely gone to bed after he signed off but i never know if he's going to wake up and need me so i tend to linger until i think it is highly unlikely that Roaming Soldier will be looking for me. off tangent entirely there but i slept well all things considered. my clients were doing well even though i COMPLETELY and utterly forgot what one of them looked like. sweet girl just needed her mood stabilized and is doing better but seriously blanked on what she looked like until she arrived. i feel bad when it happens but i saw a lot of folks that week and really just had nothing that stood out about her. moving on.
i almost called this post "the company you keep" but changed my mind. the last year and a half has been one of amazing self-discovery for me and some interesting growing pains. growth edges i think they are called in my profession lol. anyway, i am a relatively "new" submissive. by that i mean applying the term to myself as opposed to how i interact with men in my life. i always tried to slip into the role but pushing men into inflicting pain on me wasn't happening. so instead i had a LOT of sex with a few people. limited number of partners but fucked like bunnies lol. i couldn't get enough. sexual appetite was out of control for over a year. if i wasn't discriminating (and oh my God i was) i could have easily been labeled a nymphomaniac. little things that shouldn't remotely be sexual for me were and my natural flirtiness went into overdrive. i am an incorrigible flirt. i am quick to play on words, seize an opportunity to push the proverbial envelope. i may even stoke the fantasies of those i'm flirting with before i log off/walk off/hang up from whomever i'm chatting with. their imagination is fueled, i get motivation to kill some kittens and appreciate the fact that RS does the same things with me the point he often leaves me reddening (blushing for the new people). all is well and good and no bodies met and no violations were created. no harm no foul as far as i am concerned. i mean really does flirting hurt people? apparently it can hurt people, me in particular, but not in that any great long lasting pain is inflicted upon someone's life but people don't see flirting as innocently as i do and have definitely judged me accordingly.
i will flirt with anyone lol, the young, the old, the single, the hoping to be single, the married, the divorced, the bitter, the flirty, the eager, the sweet and those desperately needing to be broken in half so their arrogance can be slated a bit. as soon as the moment of flirting ends so does any further intention on my part. i can flirt with anyone, and have, but very rarely have i ever taken up anyone off limit's on their invitation. the only time i have slipped up was with a married ex two months after my father died when i was both not expecting to see him and we had a massive amount of unresolved issues that needed to be resolved. they were in that hotel room that afternoon. we have kept in touch somewhat and i check on his wife and daughter the same way he periodically checks on me and my mother. we don't speak of that day but we don't make plans to repeat it either. a little over a year ago, i ran into a different married ex who for a very brief moment in time forgot he was married. i helped remind him and showed him his way home. we cannot flirt lol, we cannot chat, too much tension still there and while we both recognize a relationship would not work out--the tempation to forget is too great for both of us. well it used to be, now the truth of the matter is he's a great guy but his happiness can't be found in me and mine surely can't be found in him. compound that with the fact that he's almost as sub-minded as i am and we have the makings of crap on a stick if we ever took leave of our senses.
i'm sure you are wondering what brought all this on lol. why the self-disclosure and to what end? i guess i need to just finish venting and all i'm hoping is that someone gets something out of what i'm about to say. be careful when you start to assume things about other people. a flirt is not a threat unless you allow it to become one. it's not a threat unless the person receiving the attention is somehow more intrigued by the possibility of than they are with what they are holding. and believe me when i say if it's a threat by the time you see it coming you will be damn near left in the cold. someone out and openly flirty means no one any harm 90 percent of the time. the 10 percent they do, i can't do anything more than apologize for as no one should try to inflict harm on others. i love men, nearly all of them that have some sense and can carry on a good conversation, they entertain me and make me smile. however, i'm not the twenty-two year old girl with a hellacious sex drive anymore and i only care about one man---you know him as Roaming Soldier. people that know me and love me seem to understand that flirty red doesn't equal loose and predatory red. i asked that today based on another situation that come up. as i told one friend then i'm sure it won't be the last time it happens and it surely wasn't the first time it had happened. they see me as i hoped i was portraying myself to the world, a funny woman that thinks like a man and can keep herself in an amazing amount of check unless she's madly in love. however, i asked another friend (one who doesn't know me as well) if i seemed like the person that would intentionally get involved with a married man. he thought about it for a moment and said yes. now mind you, i didn't get involved with him while he was still married and can't even say i even flirted with him all that much. i don't flirt with him at all, he's a buddy and very quickly went into "like a brother" category for me. my brothers are cute but EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW what kind of perv do you think i am?
anyway, that comment along with earlier conversations and prior interactions with people--women in particular--it got me to thinking. who is it that people see when they see me? how many of them leave me with the totally wrong impression of who i am? how many old friendships have ended not because of some actual transgression but the belief that i was headed that way? let me say this plainly--i don't step on anyone's toes. i may screw your brains out four hours before you say "i do" but the minute you have, 99 percent of the time your sexual appeal for me slips to nothing. that one percent that is hanging on i've already mentioned and we just don't talk. yes i am a flirt but damn i do have standards here. i am an amalgamation of contradictory parts. i love sex and men (as evidenced by my soon to be posted quizilla quiz) but i am incredibly respectful of boundaries. even when those involved have forgotten their way i am quick to remind them and gladly avoid those that i have to. it's not about being guilty in this case, it's about operating with some common decency.
what does this all have to do with who i am now and my submission? honestly nothing and everything. it hasn't changed who i am as a submissive or what i choose to do with my submission. however, it is why i enjoy bdsm in a certain way. respect for people, boundaries and commitments are all tantamount in the lifestyle. we are marginalized enough--we don't need to make it more difficult within the ranks. this respect is sorely missing in a lot of my vanilla interactions. people are quick to overstep into another person's backyard without regard for what that will do to everyone else in the situation. the rules inherent in bdsm don't tolerate such transgressions easily. neither have i as i grew up with a father who couldn't be faithful to sae his life. i love/d him dearly but as a result of that there are two things i cannot stand in anyone i date 1) lying and 2) even the remotest willingness to cheat. one will get you downgraded from my life and both can get you dismissed entirely. as i think about bdsm, infidelity and my role in that whole situation i come back to this commercial i loved. 1) full of tall buffed sweaty men oh my oh my and 2) the voiceover slightly sounds like ray lewis whom i would molest every day all day long good gawd that man is fine (yes i know about his criminal record but the brother is lovely). anyway what i was thinking was of a simple phrase, we must protect this house. protection comes from inside and out. know who your significant other is interacting with but give them (your partner) the respect to trust that they aren't trying to tear down your home. if they are there trying to destroy it there is little you can do to stop them. if they aren't believe me the suspicions get old fast and what you are trying to prevent will happen anyway. go ahead and handle your business but be careful about how you do it. protect your house.
okay no kink right now. i need to process and talk to RS.
love ya
red
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Labels: introspective, quizzes
.:Wednesday, April 12, 2006:.
-silly things-| You Are Likely a Second Born |
 At your darkest moments, you feel inadequate. |