.:Sunday, September 30, 2007:.

-all quiet on the bored subbie front-

nothing is really going on around here. now that i don't have to focus my attention solely on passing an exam i have a lot more free time on my hands. time to miss Him of course and hope that He's okay wherever in that godforsaken desert He's hanging out. i got manhandled out of my system but my remaining letters aren't encouraging any new smut just yet. i have been looking at a potential self publishing venue thanks to green lantern to stop saying i'm going to do this and just start doing it. of course lazy soul that i am i would much rather go the traditional route so that we can work on everything together and go from there. truthfully i'm bored and before that would get me into a mountain of trouble. bored horny subbie girl was not a good combination when there was a bunch of horny men around. however, i'm well aware of the only itch they would be able to scratch despite protestations would be the need to kill kittens and that's not enough. i need the whole kit and kaboodle and i need it from Him.

i've been dreaming a lot lately too. mostly about the two of us in bed asleep, no scenes, no long vacations filled with sexual depravity. just us in bed pressed against each other safe in the knowledge that He was home and safe and that in about 25 minutes children would burst through the door and invade the half naked sanctuary we had established. gonna have to work out the sleeping situation as i really don't like clothes overnight and that would not be attractive to Littlest Soldier. besides i don't want to be waddling down the aisle so we'll probably have to sleep in something to stop those midnight oopsies when searching for a condom is just not fun and damn i'm knocked up moments from happening. ahh well let me go eat my very late breakfast.

i don't know if i took this test before but yippee i'm 100 percent spankable now

Link: The How Spankable Are You Test written by bazz22 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

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Posted By red velvet at 11:30 AM

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.:Monday, September 24, 2007:.

-M is for Manhandled-

she knew eyes were on her. They had scened in public before but this was different. They weren't in the seclusion and air of privacy that the dungeon afforded to players. They were in His buddy's tae kwon do gym. It was late enough that the gym had been mostly empty when they got there and cleared out nearly entirely before they were 30 minutes in. One of the observers was transfixed because this just wasn't what they had planned on seeing tonight and the other was providing some feedback on what might make her skin even more tender and pliable.

J had been training with His frat brother while they were doing some light sparring. He dared her to try to flip Him. she had been trying for months to get Him flat on His back and He usually easily held off her attacks. He looked at her and smiled somewhat sinisterly. A few curls of hair had stuck to the sides of her face. she was cute when she sweaty. That may be why He never left her alone until her skin was covered in a thin layer of it. The only time she was safe was before work or when the kids were sick. Other than that all bets were off if He got her alone for more than 10 minutes, she would be sweaty and panting. He was lost in thought and wasn't watching His footing and before He knew it she was looking down at Him on His back. Their gym companions heard the thud and turned her way. His frat brother couldn't wait to get to the side of gym where He was still sprawled out to rub it in.

"Now I know You are not going to keep laying there on Your ass like a punk? How did she manage to get Your big ass on the ground? You were too busy thinking about wearing her ass out later weren't Ya? Done told You about getting distracted," he continued to rub it in pausing to look over her back side, "even though I completely understand why You might have been. Now get up before I make fun of You for the rest of our lives."

It would have been bad enough had J just been in the gym but His evil twin was so damn annoying sometimes. They always looked for anything to fuck with each other and His little girl just gave His frat brother a few months worth at least. He might have just swatted her on the ass on the way out and He hated to punish her as the result of a taunt but this was necessary and He knew she'd understand. His frat brother helped Him up and then walked over to the reception desk and had a seat. J looked from brother to brother and then asked what was up. J walked over to the reception area after being summoned and then locked the door as instructed. she looked at Him and He leaned over to whisper in her ear. "Daddy is going to make you scream a little and then when we are alone I'm going to make you moan a lot." He kissed her on the cheek then, "Be a good girl for Daddy."

she was quickly out of the pants and jacket she was wearing. All the time in the gym had added a nice curve here and there. The sports bra and boy shorts she was wearing only made her chest and ass that much more appealing to Him. His hand ran across the small of her back and forgot momentarily that His frat brother and J were still observing.

"Aww ain't He just the sweetest? Got her half naked and now wants to rub on her."

"Make yourself useful why don't you? Take down the punching bag and J dim more of the lights."

she followed Him to the corner and waited. His frat brother took down the bag after shrugging at both of them. Then he moved the stool around to the front of the desk and leaned back against it. He walked over to the back of gym and grabbed a few of the demo planks of wood they used for competitions. He asked for the ties from some of the uniforms that were folded in the back and J got them. J still had no idea what was going on but he figured it might be a story worth sharing later. He walked about over to His little girl and tied her wrists together as tight as she could bear. she followed Him over to the chain and stood on her toes when He coaxed her up onto them. He lifted her arms up and tied her to the hanging chain that had been supporting the punching bag.

He gave her another once over with His hand then told her to close her eyes and forget anyone else was there just like He would if they were out. Then He started a quick shallow paddling with the board He picked up. His frat brother quickly brought Him a belt to use and He stood back a bit to test out the range and its impact. The belt provided better pop and stung her skin much more than the board had. J looked from one brother to the next and then at her who not only wasn't objecting but appeared to be enjoying herself. J was straining to hear her but it sounded like she was saying thank you to Him and was asking for Him to spank her harder. He abandoned the belt and picked up a thicker plank and went back to work on her ample ass. J was sure they'd stop as soon as He broke the somewhat flimsy board over her ass but when she turned back at Him with a glassy look on her face and begged Him not to stop, J went and got the boards himself.

He could see the overt admiration J had on His face and figured that one foreign smack couldn't hurt. He handed J the belt and showed him where to make contact with her back. Three smacks later she was smirking so He knew J wasn't doing much to her. J seemed to be satisfied though and stepped back far enough to not be in His way. His frat brother joined J and started tossing out the ever so helpful feedback that He mostly ignored. He did take the knife from His frat brother and ran the point across her back until a few light welts were forming and then over her tongue that had darted out of her mouth and was slowly licking her lips. He untied her at that point. she looked at Him with the same wide eyed look that she got when she wanted to be fucked hard as soon as humanly possible. He asked J and His frat brother to leave then. J was too busy staring at the butterfly on her breast for a moment before His frat brother walked him to the door. His frat brother killed the lights entirely as they got to the door but J didn't lock the door behind them as he still needed to set the alarm.

As soon as the door had swung shut, she dropped to her knees and fished out her bottle from His pants. He grabbed two handfuls of sweaty hair and fucked her face until she started gagging. she smiled and redoubled her efforts to get Him down her throat. A rapid tongue flicking on the bottom of His dick made Him groan. He had needed to fuck her the whole time she was behaving and letting strange eyes observe her. He pulled back out of her mouth and brought her to her feet. His hand wrapped around her throat and shoved her against the matted wall. He tightened his grip as He lifted her up and she pushed her shorts to the side to give Him access to her wetness. He popped her breast out of her bra and flicked His tongue over her nipple before biting hard into it. she slid down slowly onto her favorite toy and tried to pull Him closer to her with her legs but His arm kept them at a slight distance. her hips had to roll onto Him to get a smooth rhythm going for both of them. she moaned and cooed and grasped for breath every now and then when His grip locked down on her throat. He let go of her throat to brace her back as moved faster inside of her. He felt her arms wrap around His neck are her mouth licked around His neck before she got the magical idea of sucking on His chin as lovingly as she would her bottle. The extra contact pushed them both over the edge. He felt her legs tremble as her orgasm raced through her body and His nut found its home inside her walls. she stopped shaking as the bell above the door rang out and their company returned.

He had her pinned in such a way that all they saw was the two of them pressed against the wall. she fixed her top as He skillfully covered Himself up. she picked up her uniform and walked past the tiny audience to their car and got in the passenger seat. His frat brother left shaking his head at both of them. He helped J get the punching bag back into place and paid for the wood they destroyed while J collected the loose ties from the uniforms. He could tell J had questions so He asked J to get out what was on his mind.

"Well I mean, I was just wondering, is that how y'all always get down?"

He smirked a bit, "If you mean do I always have the option of smacking her ample ass and making her do whatever I want whenever I want until she purrs like a kitten then yes."

"And she likes it? I mean she doesn't get mad if she's hurt or sore the next day."

"You'd have to see her tomorrow to believe Me she's never mad at her Daddy very long." They were nearing the door at that point and she waved at them from the car.

"That would be fucking lovely man, get somebody down with whatever I wanted period but I'm not sure if I could handle all the pain and shit."

"Wouldn't matter if you could handle it, as long as she could," He said as He got into the car and drove off into the night.

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Posted By red velvet at 12:34 AM

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.:Saturday, September 22, 2007:.

-silly stuff-

You Should Rule Jupiter

Huge and hot, Jupiter is a quickly turning planet with short days and intense gravity. You are perfect to rule Jupiter, because you are both dominant and kind. You have great strength and confidence, but you never abuse your power. You are always right. Even if you make mistakes, you compensate for them... before anyone knows it. Headstrong and ambitious, you always have a goal in mind. You are optimistic and believe thing things will always work out.

Your Preppy Name Is...

Truxton Parke Foxhall the Fifth But most people know you as Corkie

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.:Friday, September 21, 2007:.

-inner demons=better people/product-

this post may ramble a bit so you've been warned lol. for the last few weeks i've been listening to the amy winehouse cd that i checked out from the library. i love our library you can check out anything damn near and keep it for at least a week if not more with no major issues. that's off tangent though. i really didn't pay much attention to amy beyond rehab which i loved and i think posted the video here at some point. i mean the song was hilarious to me primarily because of what i do for a living but still funny regardless of that. i figured if it sucked i'd drop it back off at the library and call it a day like i do with cds i don't like. instead i came home and took advantage of my 5 for 1 deal with bmg. not that i was even a blip in my mother's brain at the time but amy's cd reminds me of old Motown music which was full of emotion and good backing music that properly conveyed the sentiment it was reaching for. this is off tangent as well but friends of mine as well as music writers remarked this year that the best "black/urban/soul" whatever you want to call them cds this year were created by non-black artists (another invasion of the blue eyed soul singers lol--check out robin thicke) that were really talented and not just the new pop sugary thing. okay back on tangent. amy has put together a nice little collection of music. however, amy has MASSIVE issues. she's had a rehab stint this year for "exhaustion", has been hammered on stage, spits on fans and is overall in need of help. she's not really a sympathetic character but she doesn't really seem to want that. she just wants to be accepted for who she is, so it appears, and for the most part we have. there's no pop backlash primarily because she's always appeared as a boozing, hard living, type of chick. we look at her and go she needs help to conquer her demons but we don't expect her to do it anytime soon and let's face it we can excuse a lot of crap when people are doing something we like or appreciate. which leads me to the point of this post. some of our most gifted actresses, actors, musicians, artists, and the like have had some of the strangest issues and the most flawed personalities . we overlook them until it's nearly too late because the product is always pretty good.

and i believe that when we fight off our demons and get past them we are usually better off for it. but do we have to let people suffer so long to get there? is it a matter of we know someone isn't ready so there is no need to push? or is it a fear that the work produced will somehow suffer when they aren't looking for approval through the eyes of others? i'm not sure really no matter how many times i've tossed it around in my head. i'm not perfect by any means. i have had an assortment of issues that i've mostly dealt with at this point lol but i can't say it's had a profound impact on my life right now. i work a little harder on some things than others and i sometimes do more than i might otherwise for people who remind of where i used to be. but no one is watching me with adoring eyes. well one person will be lol but not millions of folks.

when are the demons too much ladies and gents? when do we force someone to change or leave them to their own devices?

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Posted By red velvet at 8:09 PM

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.:Friday, September 14, 2007:.

-da da da da da da da-

clearly i'm bored lol. nothing is going on here right now. i am watching wwe smackdown for a change--normally we don't have the cw so this is just odd. the channel the cd is on is normally a preview channel. the network doesn't seem to have a perpetual slot just yet but whatever. all i really need is friday night from 7 to 9 and i'm good. i don't watch most of the cw programming lol. and i've actually been happy because it meant i couldn't be drawn into top model viewing parties. i think she's just weird now lol.

i love the library, grabbed a bunch of books to look over before i decide which ones to buy and enjoyed amy winehouse on the way home. she got some issues but the cd is nice. i was kinda hoping kanye and 50 went double nickel so i could get rid of both of them but oh well. mostly i've just been feeling kinda crappy and wondering what was wrong with my car. i dropped it off today and missed lunch as a result but 100 bucks later all i needed was a new battery and it was ready to go when i got off work. i even did something nice for mom before i came home and took some necessary drugs. they did let me drive a nice shiny sante fe which short of having me feeling like i was up entirely too high was nice. i didn't drive it like i would my baby because well it isn't mine but i might test drive it when i finally decide to get rid of my car.

other than not feeling good, i've been just kinda blah. i've been playing on my dolly site (http://www.stardoll.com) and entertaining myself with that. i haven't been able to tell Him that i passed yet which kinda sucks. hopefully we can talk this weekend. all right i have a new letter picked out for smut--the letter m--as soon as i get another burst of inspiration--maybe i'll watch mr and mrs smith--i'll get to work on it. okay see ya and Night Owl i hope you feel better.

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Posted By red velvet at 7:08 PM

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.:Monday, September 10, 2007:.

-celebrate good times come on-

after a semi painful wait i found out that i passed my exam this afternoon. i won't get my actual score till next week but who cares at this point i passed. that means i don't have to take it over and i don't have to feel like a complete retard for not having passed the first time i took it. of course the exam itself has little to do with my job and has no actual bearing on my intelligence but it sucks to high heaven while you are waiting for it to come back. unfortunately for me the primary office person is not there this week so that is why we are in a holding pattern on the actual score. but woo woo woo.

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Posted By red velvet at 9:48 PM

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.:Sunday, September 09, 2007:.

-i've been a bad bad girl-

okay so not really and hold on for a second let me see something. everytime i say i've been a bad bad girl i think of the video right above this. my days of breaking a boy just because i can have long since faded. i don't deal with men that i can break or easily manipulate anymore. it's actually boring being able to get exactly what you want constantly. well at least it was for me. it's fun for like a week and then it dawned on me that the boy in question would do anything i said including some things i'd never do for him so i'd look to replace him with someone that would prove to be a bigger challenge. of course this was all about a decade ago at this point but yeah i still think of that song. thanks to one of my friends i also have another song stuck in my head. i think i posted it when it came up around christmas time cause it was hilarious but feel free to laugh again if you like.



other than that i really have been behaving. except for the thirty minutes that i was laughing because a sorority sister announced her pregnancy--i didn't laugh in her face that would have been rude--and she is just not maternally minded so we are all wondering what will happen now. i still don't have my scores back yet but what can you do. hopefully they will come in tomorrow and give me some resolution one way or the other. thanks to everyone that has said you have passed don't worry about it but i'm a little anal and yes i know the various ways that can be misinterpreted lol. nothing i can do about the scores right now i just want em back now. i think i'd like a box now lol. damn military service.

see ya
red

oh my god, i forgot to share what my friend told me. he knows all about me and the kink that is my life and in having a conversation about football i told him about this recurring fantasy i have about Roaming Soldier and the NFL season lol. all my friend said was you need some Orbit gum cause you are a dirty dirty girl. that made me crack up. so here's an orbit commercial for you.

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Posted By red velvet at 4:15 PM

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.:Monday, September 03, 2007:.

-smut all over the world-

okay over the world might be reaching. this blog has been pretty smut free over the last few months. my "real" life has been invading and i've talked about what was keeping me occupied which unfortunately for some of my faithful readers has meant a complete dearth of anything remotely kinky. i'll have to be honest. part of me was disappointed in myself because i think i've gotten fairly good at writing the smutty stuff even when it doesn't prove to generate a lot of interest from anyone but the nice tall Man that inspires them. another part of me has said well that is real life, we aren't always overtly sexual creatures searching for our next erotic fix. yeah but anyone that knows me knows that's a reach for me. i am a big ball of horny when i'm not overwhelmed by other things. that's part of why my exes did love me so, i mean there are very few men that wouldn't want a big ball of horny that was all theirs to play with whenever they wanted. even when i have had intentions of belting out something smutty the mood passes and i take a nap or watch something animated or something else. i didn't even enter a smutty writing contest because my brain wasn't willing to write anything new and i didn't think anything old that i had written would qualify. thankfully for me, mom had a tantrum that kept me in my room and not cooking today so i was around to talk to green lantern and then stumble back upon the aforementioned writing contest. the winning entry was good but it didn't capture my attention the way THIS STORY did. give it a gander if you are interested in something else because my proclivities have not quite returned at this point. they are coming back slowly but they aren't back just yet.

of course you can always check out sugasm and well i was about to type blogstormz but it appears to have disappeared into the great beyond. ahh well, that sucks but there are a number of toplists out there that might be of interest to you as well. but take heart i have gotten the smutty vibe back and will likely be updating you soon enough. be blessed and if you were off today i hope it as pleasant for you.

always His girl
red

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Posted By red velvet at 1:24 PM

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