.:Wednesday, February 28, 2007:.

-i spent the day in bed-

see how much more fun it would have been to say that if someone was home in bed WITH me instead of just me the bears and the elephant. i called in this morning because my body is just too run down right now. i keep working and working and working so eventually that had to catch up with me. depending on how i feel tomorrow morning i may have to call in then as well--thank God i have so much vacation and sick time coming to me that i could take about a month and a half off before i started getting in any serious trouble financially. i'll probably go back, we're short staffed on thursdays or i may stay home and just be there bright and early on friday after getting some more rest.

as everyone can see the follow up for W is up beneath this post. so that means i need to work on the next smutty piece for Him now. dinner was good and i didn't fuss at my mother. i'll get her handicap sticker tomorrow if i can sneak out of my office a little early. well let me go back to bed now. hope everyone is doing okay in their parts of the globe.

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Posted By red velvet at 8:33 PM

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-H is for Home Alone-

He was sound asleep dreaming about being out in a nice warm ocean. The water was making Him feel very peaceful and slightly aroused as it kept moving over His crotch. The only thing distracting Him was a slight noise. It sounded like metal rubbing against each other but there was no place that could have been doing that near Him. All of a sudden, she popped up from the water and told Him that it would be much easier to give Him head if she had free use of her arms. That made Him start smiling and laughing a bit in the dream but she jarred Him awake with what she said next. "besides if You wake up now then You will see me between Your thighs slurping on my bottle for all i'm worth." He shook His head and groggily reached out for His wife to tell her that she is a brat even while He is asleep but didn't find her body next to Him, well most of her body anyway. her cuffed hands were massaging His chest as best as they could from that position. her mouth was doing exactly what she told Him in the dream. she was relishing the taste of His dick as it stiffened and grew in her mouth. she flicked her tongue under the base of His dick in a way she knew He loved that made Him groan and reach down for her head. He slowly stroked her head as she got more intensely focused on Him when she realized He was awake.

"i was wondering how long You could sleep with my tongue slowly tormenting You."

"Well I'm awake now. And if you don't make Me pass out again then I am going to tie you up and spank the hell out of you again for trying to suck the life out of Me yet again." she nodded okay as she returned to her task. she increased the speed and pressure her mouth was administering before stopping and waiting for Him to react to what she was doing. she would swallow as much of Him as she could get into her throat before pulling back and paying special attention to the head of His dick. her lips were pursed all around Him and periodically giving Him small kisses when she thought He might be the most sensitive. He was lost in the warm wetness her mouth was creating for Him so He didn't immediately notice how much her hips were writhing. He loved the fact that giving Him head made her just as wet as if He was teasing her with His fingers. "Come on baby, cum with Daddy," He said as He tightened His grip in her hair and she sped up her movements to prepare for the flood of nut that was going to be rushing down her throat soon. He moaned loudly and let loose a few expletives along with the sticky fluid that she was trying to swallow. "Damn it girl you are trying to kill Me," was the last thing He said before He passed back out. she was not going to get another spanking this early in the morning she smirked to herself but Him being unconscious did present a problem. she was still in the cuffs and the kids would be up soon. she figured if she picked the locks this one time He'd forgive her. It would be easier to do since she was cuffed in the front. she found a bobby pin and worked the lock until she got it to turn. she did the same with her right hand and rubbed her wrists as they stung a bit.

she hopped in the shower and threw on a pair of sweats before she went down to start breakfast. The kids came rushing down as soon as they smelled the toast and bacon being prepared. They asked about their Dad and she told them that He had to leave for His office early that morning and wouldn't be back till much later. They shrugged shoulders or ignored her entirely as they ate. A knock on the door sent two of them scrambling around the corner to let in whomever it was. Their "Aunt" was mugged by small bodies as they asked about what she was doing, why she had come over and if she was going to stay all day. She said nope but that they were all heading out to an amusement park and maybe a sleepover if they behaved. They looked back at their mother for permission and as she had devised the whole thing she said yep. she slid over a ridiculous sum of money to get the kids in and feed them over the course of the day. she thanked her for getting the kids out of the house and waved to them after they loaded up and headed out to enjoy their morning but not after she told them to be sure to call their Dad when they got there to let Him know what they were missing out on. she locked the door and headed upstairs. If traffic was light they would be there in 20 minutes and if it wasn't that gave her about 40 minutes to play with. she sneaked back upstairs and found the rarely used so it was still very shiny leash. she fastened it around her neck and then got undressed. she put everything away and then placed the cuffs back on the pillow next to Him. she sat in the oversized chair that was in their bedroom after she turned it toward the tv so He wouldn't see her the moment He woke up. she let the lead hang over the back of the chair and then waited.

His cell phone rang and He was reaching for it on the nightstand and talking before He had opened His eyes good. "Hey kids. Amusement park? Who took you to the amusement park? Oh okay, yeah it's too bad I had to go to the office otherwise your mom and I could have come too. All right, y'all be good or we are going to fight when you get home. Okay love y'all too." He hung up the phone and reached back over to where she should have been only to find her missing again. "All right woman. I'm not sure why you got the kids out of the house but I am going to wear you out whenever I find you." He went to the closet and then the bathroom and on His way out He finally noticed that the chair looked out of place and He saw the sun glinting off of her leash. He walked over to the chair and smiled down at His wife who was sitting cross legged patiently waiting to be discovered. "little girl I swear I don't know why I don't see these things coming but this still doesn't get you off the hook for yesterday."

"i know Daddy. i just thought it might be more fun to have my punishment in private." He tugged on her leash and she stood up. "No darling. you are going to crawl around today unless I ask something of you that specifically requires you to be upright." she blushed, dropped her head and the fell to her hands and knees. He led her over to the bed and watched as she crawled in like one of the puppies might. He stepped completely out of the clothes He was wearing so He could be just as naked as she was and then tried to decide if He wanted to fuck her first or shove her bottle back down her throat. He compromised and had her spin around so that she could suck His dick and then slid three of His fingers inside of her pussy. she moaned in approval and sucked Him gently into her mouth. He sighed a bit and let her mouth work on Him. He wanted to thank whomever made her so wonderfully slutty but He might also be prone to snap their necks so He just relished the feel of her mouth making Him slick and hard. her pussy was grabbing His fingers sporadically. she could make herself cum on a whim but right now she was just getting wetter around His digits. He pulled out of her mouth and pussy simultaneously and left her feeling like she had been unplugged. He smacked her ass which made her smile and then turn around. her hands spread her pussy wide for Him as He guided Himself inside of her. she moaned and trembled at the intrusion. While the spanking had made her cum last night she never felt fully satisfied if He didn't splay her open. He moved inside of her slowly, no need to be frenetic since they were alone. He pushed her back and watched her breasts and head sink into the bed and her ass rise higher into the air. He grabbed a hold of the leash again and tugged at her neck. she would gasp a bit and then He'd let go. He did it repeatedly as He methodically fucked her. He felt her muscles tighten and then she started panting. He let her cum around Him and then pulled out of her. she had a nice sweaty sheen on her skin and He didn't see any reason to not take advantage of it.

He walked over to the closet and pulled out a short whip. He stood at her head and picked up the leash again. "Okay honey, this may or may not complete your punishment. It will depend on how you behave I guess. I'm going to whip you now, everytime you cry out I'm going to yank on the lovely leash you gave Me. I won't stop until I get to fifteen or twenty but you know how easily one can pass out after ten if they keep crying out. Be a good girl now." The first two strikes weren't all that bad. They stung but weren't overwhelming. The third and fourth were very hard and she cried out each time. The leash wasn't too uncomfortable yet but she didn't want to pass out. she could be downstairs on the horse when she woke up if she did. He mixed up the hardness of the strokes. she was never sure if she was going to be able to be quiet and soon she was starting to get light headed from the pressure on her throat. she was still and quiet until strike 15 hit and then she yelped loudly. He looked down at her and saw the pleading look on her face. she was desperate not to pass out. "Daddy is being very nice to you today isn't He?," He asked as He loosened His grip and forced her to swallow His dick again. she still had to adjust to breathing but she would be a grateful little girl now instead of one that would be somewhat useless to Him if she was unconscious. He felt His orgasm coming and pulled out of her mouth. "No nut for you right now honey." she whined a bit so He swatted her on the ass hard and watched her slink into the bed away from Him. He climbed into bed with her and started roughly and greedily sucking her nipples. He pulled her on top of Him as He rolled onto His back. He felt her wetness pressing against His body while He bit and lapped at her breasts. she wiggled down His body and slid onto His dick. He hugged her tightly to Him as she moved up and down His dick. she pulled away from Him and proceeded to fuck Him hard. she rode Him almost like she was bucking on a bronco and He relished it all. When He wanted her to slow down or do something different He tugged on the leash and watched the smile cross her lips and her face get the fuzzy look it always did when she was slipping deeper into subspace.

Eventually He flipped her over onto her back and pulled one of her legs up to His hip and penetrated her as deeply as He could. she smiled and moaned and grunted and became a source of creamy goodness for His dick to explore. He pulled the leash and watched her head arch back exposing her neck which He bit each and every time. They stopped a few hours later after He had left enough deposits to start on a new addition to their family. Thankfully that wouldn't be happening but it was nice to use her so freely and repeatedly. she left Him in the bed and crawled downstairs to make them a late lunch. He came down a few moments later and saw the leash dangling down her back. It made Him hard again and almost skip the meal but she turned around and smiled at Him then. "don't You love it when we can have the house to ourselves?"

"Of course I do honey. Now feed me quickly so I can chase you back upstairs."

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Posted By red velvet at 8:27 PM

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.:Saturday, February 24, 2007:.

-W is for Wait (until we get home)-

He knew she didn't want to sit through the event. That was clear when she got dressed as fast as she did. she never got ready early unless she wanted to get home early. Typically that wasn't a problem because it meant she wanted to come home and get debauched. But she had been annoyed at the thought of attending the dinner since He told her that He wanted her to come. He knew that the guest list did not include people that she wanted to socialized but it should be enough that He requested her attendance so she should behave. she wasn't snippy in the car, in fact she was as sweet as she had been all day. she was trying to coax Him into leaving shortly after they arrived but He couldn't do that tonight as He was playing host to business partners and people they wanted to do business with. she looked amazing as always but as soon as they pulled into valet her attitude shifted and she tensed up a bit. He helped her out of the car and led her to the table where the party was seated. He asked her to behave when He helped her into her chair. she smiled up at Him and said of course in French. He thought that things would be fine. He was wrong.

Over the next two hours she wasn't flat out rude but she wasn't her typical sociable self. she responded to all the questions that she was asked. she laughed when appropriate but when she was frustrated she would whisper something in Latin or French that was less than polite. she was bored, angry, and desperate to be away from one of His friends that she found boorish and his insipid date who kept pressing her boobs into His shoulder. When the date excused herself to go to the restroom she went along and whatever she told the date made the girl very pale while they were gone. That was the final straw. As soon as she sat back down next to Him, He leaned over to her and stated gruffly that she would pay for her bad behavior when they got home and she would not enjoy it. she didn't change her behavior one bit the rest of the meal though and He was glad that very few of the people at the table would notice the things she was doing to get on His nerves. After the business associates left and it was just the four of them at the table the ditsy date started feeling loose again and pressed up against Him. she figured that she couldn't get in much more trouble so she told the tart if she pressed up against her Husband again that she would deflate the flotation devices straining to stay inside her flimsy fabric. He snatched her up from the chair then. He told His associate to put the meal on the company card and drug her out of the building by her shoulder. she was smirking while He fumed and waited for valet to retrieve their car. When it pulled up, He tipped the driver and then opened the door to the backseat. she looked at Him oddly then. "Oh I figured that if you wanted to act like a child that I would treat you like one." she was pissed but she was too tired to argue and got inside.

He sped back to their house and was glad that the kids were likely all asleep so that they wouldn't have to play nice with the kids before He took her to the basement. He pulled into the driveway waited for the garage to open up so He could pull in next to her car. He got out and was headed toward the door when He heard her pulling on the door. she couldn't get out because the child locks were on and that was the first thing that made Him smile all evening. He let her pout for a while before walking back to open her door. He walked away from her then and left her scrambling to catch up to Him as they made their way into the house. He didn't pause and turned toward the steps. He flicked the light switch to the stairwell and opened the door. she looked up at Him and for the first time it must have dawned on her that she was not going to be able to wiggle out of what she had done. she didn't say anything, just dropped her head and walked carefully down the steps in her heels. He didn't say a word to her as they waited for the door to slide open or as they went inside. He turned on the monitors so He could watch the kids as they slept. she stood in the center of the room and waited. He had never been this quiet in the entire time they had been together. He found the metal cuffs that He rarely used and told her to put her wrists together. she placed them in front of her and felt the cold steel snap into place quickly. He found something to tie her hair up and pinned it so that it wouldn't be in His way. He slid out the knife drawer and picked up a short blade with a nice handle that He could grip easily. He walked back over to her and spoke for the first time since they got in the car. "I know how much you love that dress. Too bad you'll never be able to wear it again." He proceeded to cut the thinnest strips into the fabric He could. He started at the bodice and waited for her to flinch or jump. He was happy that she didn't move but she was likely seething that He was destroying her dress.

When the top was hanging in strands around her breasts, He destroyed the skirt. He was careful not to come into contact with her body but He wanted to make sure there was no way she could repair the dress. she was standing there in cuffs, hair hastily assembled on her head and her dress in tatters. she looked homeless almost. It made Him smile but she couldn't see it. she was too busy thinking about how she must be looking and that made her resolve break. she had been standing there crying silently and when He pulled her head up to face Him she glared at Him. "you think I'm being horribly unfair don't you? you wish that I would let you go and just call it a night don't you? or better yet you want to hurt Me don't you? Oh well suck it up madame. you made this bed now you will lie uncomfortably in it." He lifted her cuffed hands and then tugged the top of her dress away from her and cut the dress completely from her. she stood there in her strapless bra and panties, thigh high stockings and heels. He took off her bra so He could toy with her nipples if He wanted to then drug her across His desk. He sat next to her prostrate body and rubbed and palmed her ass. Without warning He started spanking her. He spanked her for each and everything she had done that night that had annoyed Him. He spanked her because she had refused to be apologetic about her behavior when she got home. He spanked her just because it was fun. her body started jerking around a bit. she was finally letting go of the spoiled brat mode she had been in. He spanked her until He heard a sob break out. she finally relaxed on the desk then and He walked around to her head. she was crying intently then and finally said that she was sorry at that point. He kissed her forehead and said that He accepted her apology but she wasn't done yet. The only other tool He pulled on her that evening was the flogger. He did make sure to massage her back and thighs with it whenever He got tired of spanking her. To look at her now you would have thought that she had been in a spa for the last few hours. she was limp and virtually purring for Him now. He helped her over to the more comfy chair and let her sink into it. He was going to let her rest until He was ready to go up but her hands reached out for Him as He moved to put away the toys. He turned to look at where her hands were resting and then before His eyes focused He felt her hands cupping her bottle. she massaged Him through the fabric. He didn't stop her when she removed His dick from His pants. He took off His belt and thought about tossing it to the floor but instead told her that she had 20 minutes to make Him come or He was going to choke her with the belt until she passed out.

He hadn't anticipated her working so diligently to get what she wanted from Him. she had Him lodged in her throat with hot sticky fluid in about nine minutes. He looked around for the key to the cuffs when she asked Him to leave them on tonight. He put her in His jacket and then walked her back upstairs to their bedroom. she tucked her hands under her pillow and waited for Him to get into bed behind her before she got comfortable. He pulled off her heels first and got undressed. He climbed in with her and pulled the cover up around them. "Part two will start in the morning darling." He kissed her on the neck and smiled as she struggled against Him until He held her still.

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Posted By red velvet at 2:46 PM

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.:Thursday, February 22, 2007:.

-anniversary redux or what a difference a year makes-

howdy folks

how is life treating ya? hope all is well across the globe in your homes and with you and yours. today is a fantabulous day. i joined my sorority three years ago today and last year i met the tall dashing gentleman Dom you all know as Roaming Solider. after wishing me a happy anniversary He was a total open goofball that made me laugh on what started off as a super crappy day. it's amazing what the course of a few hours will do. i came home from work that day really tired but not really upset about what had transpired earlier--i had resolved myself to that before it happened afte all--so i was just planning on relaxing and minding my business. i got an unexpected im that night from a friend of a friend. well i didn't know that's who He was and i was really about to close my window because there were a lot of pervy men offering to spank me since "that's what you're into" and i wasn't trying to add to my collection of the annoying. but who'd have thunk it that He was well spoken and polite and made me smile a big foolish smile. however, being my typical cautious self i figured i'd never hear from Him again or if i did something odd would be happening and then i'd have to let Him go. joke was on me though. He's been hanging in with all the silliness and stress and pouting and kink that is red velvet and has been handling it all in stride.

i get to reclaim my day today. it's a doubly special day at this point. i get to reflect on why i chose my organization and what it means to me now that i have been inside its confines for the last few years. and i get to recommit myself to moving forward with the ideals of the organization fresh on my mind. and now i also get to reflect on this wonderful addition to my life. i get to think about where i hope we are a year from now and all the years after that. He inspires my smut and makes me want to be a better person for myself, my family and for Him. don't know what i did to make sure things lined up on this date but i will continue to enjoy it. okay i'm gone now---getting sleepy

red

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Posted By red velvet at 11:59 PM

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.:Tuesday, February 20, 2007:.

-under the weather-

hey folks not sure how long this will be. i am feeling kind of off today. while i normally try to catch a little more sleep every morning after my first alarm, this morning after i done everything but put on my pants and shoes i climbed back in bed again and had to fight to get out of bed so i could make it to work before my first client. i have had an on again off again headache since i woke up and right now it's on and dull and achy. i feel very run down which is odd because i have been sleeping more than normal. now i've been having some strange dreams while i've been sleeping but i've been sleeping more.

speaking of which let me just say that i'm not eating before bed so that's not it but over the last week i have dreamt that a pregnant friend (one who isn't really pregnant right now by the way) went into labor in an icy parking lot and my mother rushed her to the hospital only to find out once everyone arrived that the baby was stillborn--that was last night's gift to my psyche AND i dreamt that i woke up happy as a lark one day (what i wanted to use the word lark so sue me) and was talking to someone about Roaming Soldier that just stared at me. when i finally realized that they weren't talking i asked them what the problem was and they were like baby i don't know anyone named Roaming Soldier and neither do you. so i went on and on about him and they said the same thing. i called Night Owl and said the strangest thing happened and relayed the story to her and she was like well i do know someone named Twin Soldier (RS's brother of course) but he doesn't have a twin. i woke up after that and had grab all of my teddy bears before i could go back to sleep. aren't those weird?

and following along with the weird tangent. i spoke to a friend last night that i hadn't spoken to in a while. instead of it being a productive catch up session it turned into a "why would you agree to marry someone you barely know?" conversation. as apparently i'm supposed to be the level headed one that thinks through things carefully and only acts when i'm sure i'm headed the right direction she found my behavior odd at best and most assuredly questioned my judgement in all of this. to me all of those qualities should have gotten me a little bit of slack as far as i'm concerned as i have NEVER seriously considered spending my life with anyone as long as most of my friends have known me. truth be told i used to refer to boyfriends as my future ex husbands because i couldn't fathom being married to anyone for any length of time. now the nifty thing about me is i tend to take everything in stride when i can. but this just got on my nerves. i didn't say 2 days after Roaming Soldier gets home we are going to run off to the first minister we meet and get married. for one thing He'd be in a world of shit if we didn't get married in a traditional Catholic ceremony and most importantly i think we both know that we have to spend time together before we could even imagine actually moving beyond thinking, "i want to marry this person who has changed my life in ways i never imagined." so let me ask those of you who are still polite enough to pop by--am i somehow abnormal for recognizing Roaming Soldier as someone i could happily and would love to spend the rest of my life with? is it strange to just know this person had to bump into you in order for both of you to be happy at this time and in this place? if it is i'll accept being strange but i want some feedback. i'll probably not see it till i'm back in bed but i wanted to know.

see ya
red

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Posted By red velvet at 9:43 AM

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.:Thursday, February 15, 2007:.

-the right Man-

i've been pondering song titles for the last 90 minutes or so to get to one that captured what was going on in my brain. truthfully i wasn't trying to revisit an old post to get my point across so bear with me please. i told y'all before that i pretty much have a soundtrack playing in my head constantly and this is no different. THIS song has been running through my head for a number of reasons. first i've been blasting the cd it's on daily as i commute to work. second, the whole cd is making me think of the transition that i've made in my life to this point. love is a wonderful redefining experience when it's real and good. finally, it reminds me how wonderful Roaming Soldier is even while it makes me conscious that i much like the singer won't have my father walking me down the aisle to the Man that has changed my life. while i'm sad daddy won't be there, knowing i found Roaming Soldier means my dad is trying to make sure i'm taking care of by someone he trusts and i'm okay with that.

we got to talk yesterday and that was great. another long chat before He had to go do those things He doesn't like to tell me about. that was fine though, i got to laugh and giggle and flirt and incite a fair amount of lust in the 6'8'' wonder before He had to go. and tonight i went looking for the youtube clip He sent in July that made me go completely girly. it's when i really first considered that He might really care about the short person penning you your smut. simple things that show you were listening are the best EVER. He's great that's all i really wanted to say lol.

red

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Posted By red velvet at 11:07 PM

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.:Sunday, February 11, 2007:.

-It's so amazing to be loved-

you know it's been a long few weeks. i have been heavily committed to things and instead of waffling when i could have weasled out i have stepped up as much as i could and handled things accordingly. this of course has meant i haven't been home even when i wanted to be. i have had to rush and do things for myself because other things were requiring much more of my time than i wanted. a lot of things have made me question what i'm doing and why. but today, well yesterday at this point, two different things made go well damn that's why i do it.

to my utter amazement and gratitude to all the forces in the universe that made it possible but our sorority event went off with a few minor glitches but otherwise very smoothly. it was good, i liked my outfit and hair, folks thought i was cute which is always a plus and everyone there seemed to be having fun. we all pulled together as we should have and made it a good event. praise the Lord above for that one.

the second thing that happened was simple and precious and made me think of the title of this post. i got a mostly uninterrupted few hours to talk to Roaming Solider. after a long gap in between our last real conversation it was good to just be His little girl for a while. did we talk about anything earth shattering? nope not at all but i can't say that we ever really do. it's just us being mushy as my girls call it. but it's the most amazing thing to know that someone somewhere loves you and wants to spend the rest of their time on this earth with you. i mean i know staying in love is hard and requires a lot of work and effort that a lot of folks aren't always willing to put in. but at the same time the work doesn't really seem like work if you feel perpetually in sync with the other person. He can't necessarily read my mind but 90 percent of the time what is going on in His mind is going on in mind as well. that other 10 percent is just one of our brains catching up lol. i am a little under two weeks away from the anniversary of the day that changed my life in multiple ways. it could have been a day that was ruined for me lol as it started off with a "formal release" from a commitment that was only really keeping me in check and not us together. but by the time it was over i had the silliest goofiest grin on my face all because someone sent me a sweet and unexpected instant message. it was the most maginificent twelve hour emotional shift my brain has ever experienced lol.


i've been amply blessed this last year. i haven't had Him home which would have been icing on the cake and really He might not be around. i'm difficult as hell to deal with and i think this time apart has kept me from bolting just because i haven't been overwhelmed and frightened by the very real emotions that are being shared between us now. He is so wonderful, so amazing that i can't ever imagine not being here or experiencing this love right now. i'll see y'all later and for those that chat on yahoo with me please send me a message so you can see my new avatar ROFLMAO. ok y'all know i like to have music in the posts sometimes. the following link/window is a playlist i made for Him. tell me what y'all think.

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Posted By red velvet at 1:06 AM

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.:Friday, February 09, 2007:.

-updates and the poor poor kitties-

okay so i'm still okay. my week off from sorority stuff got hijacked so i've been mia again. i've also been worried about Roaming Soldier and was trying to keep some of that to myself for a change. things are mostly fine and after this weekend i really SHOULD get a break for a while and that would be good. i can wash and put up my clothes and sort through some boxes.

work is fine. i'm collecting more wedding invitations and if i can get the font right on one then i MIGHT have found the one that i would like and if He likes it too we are in business. the house is nice and short of the temperature regulation in each room it's cool. i love having a garage to park in each night and not worry about hoodlums running into my car in the middle of the night. and it's worth the little extra each month just to have the extra space.

i won't go into great detail about the kitties because it will make someone's head hurt. but really feel bad for them lol. okay i am going to go relax and hopefully go to sleep soon.

night
red

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Posted By red velvet at 12:50 AM

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.:Sunday, February 04, 2007:.

-long time no type-

well i thought i had written something down before now and i guess i must have did that in one of my retarded very realistic dreams again. so this week has been hectic lol. had major commitments on monday and friday night that kept me out so damn late it was out of control. might not have been a major issue but we moved this week. i hate moving, i hate arranging movers, i hate packing and unpacking. the only good thing about moving is when i get tired of packing crap i throw it away. i have no qualms about it, stuff just gets tossed and that's always good. so now we are in unpack mode and getting used to a new place and the issues the new place has as it's idiosyncrasies. getting the temperature adjusted in a way that feels good for both of us. and of course because i was tired and out late last night, the all day meeting i had today just made both of us cranky. everyone is better now but now i'm just in bed, tired and sore, missing Roaming Soldier. He left me a troubling albeit sweet message. i know what He's doing is dangerous. i grasp that entirely but it's still not something i let my conscious mind hold on to very long. wednesday i couldn't escape it for a little while. it made me not so happy but i feel better now. it could be due to the exhaustion and all that but i'm feeling better.

i'm really feeling better now as i went to sleep lol. i'm feeling rested at least. i still have some errands to run and some stuff to do in my room and around the house but when it's done we should be all settled in then. okay well i think that's enough babbling for me. if i hear anything new or get inspired for smut i'll let you know.

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Posted By red velvet at 8:09 AM

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